You tell me that you don't wish to carry on living, I also want to tell you that I wish to die. And not just die but to die in front of you. You want me to study well for my future yet you are the one that make me fail my studies, I can't focus well with so much worries. Sometimes I really feel like giving up totally, yet i kept myself going.
One day if I have the courage to tell you that I want to commit suicide, you would have found me lying in a pool of blood telling you I can't make it anymore.
These thoughts have come across me more than 10 times this year. It has been getting worse these two years. I really wonder if I am able to hold on longer.
I FEEL SO PISSED OFF.....really feel like dying sometimes..... :"(
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