nice gathering with vballers today, coz all of us managed to turn up!

I can see that everyone has grown up alot. mostly attached except for me and char. think I am the last. haha. its okay. I am fine with my life being single currently. chit chat in little groups jumping into one another's conversation now and then. I had a nice chat with sharon, think I talk to her most of the time. me and her have the same hobby, that is to stay at home. haha. good hobby yah. I told her about my life and she told me hers.

then nus pple ask me to go for exchange program and stay in their hall. I will really considered that. then char ask me join hall vball, though I not staying in hall. I don't mind if I have a space to sleep overnight, cause the trainings end quite late, or unless the next day I got no lesson.

then me and sharon were the only two that never stay in hall. so quite out of conversation, but it was nice listening to their talks. everyone's doing well.haha.

qiaoyi wore singlet and fbt. haha. very funny. heard she planned to go swimming before that but it rained. lolx. last night, I asked qiaoyi how did she analysed me last time and this was what she said:
"u will keep things to urself but u will talk the things out when u want to and u plan for the future. although u look as if u dun care, slack. budden i feel that u treat each matter, or thing quite seriously."
I should say its quite true and I think she understands me more than I do. She really has the potential to be a psychologist.

Think I really need to go exercise and start my diet le. really growing fat. and I think I am the fattest among the vball gals. cannot liddat. need to start burning off my fats. I have decided to start tml. shall go running tml morning or afternoon coz I want to sleep, if it doesn't rains. I also heard from pple that sleeping can lose weight. maybe I should sleep to lose weight coz sleeping is my hobby too.

sore sorethroat...

was telling char ytd that I have nth good, only a pair of good ears. I found that this is definitely true. Sometimes I really think my mouth is superglued, sealed up and refused to be opened. chat with her through the long night on msn. maybe that's my character, or maybe some things that happened cause this character build-up and I didn't even noticed.

I really think I am having frequent mood swings recently. And I don't know why. No reason. Or maybe there is, I just don't feel like admitting it. confused..

i still feel tt i am better in expressing my feelings and moods in chinese...tt's why of my new blog in chinese..hmmm..

i told alot of pple that i had already let go regarding my cousin's pass away. however, i have been thinking of her on and off, not a very good feeling though. i really wonder whether am i facing reality or running away from it? or maybe becoz during tt period i was having exams so i held on to my feelings. to speak the truth, i did not realli cried out tt day though i realli feel like becoz i was afraid it will affect my exams. maybe some of the sadness is still buried deep down in my heart. think i need time to dig it out.

but i realli miss her loads...and i had one regret ever since she passed away.
i regret for not visiting her that last week.i thought i could visit her when my exams were over. but she didn't managed to wait for me. this regret is going to be with me for my lifetime.

went out with 0805 pple in the afternoon, just reach home.

meet them at bugis and we went for fish&co. caught up with them. it really has been very long since i talk to them. although some from NTU, but i seldom see them in school. nice day.most of us ordered the same dish, which was the best fish and chips. i couldn't finish my fries, it was definitely a big share manz. i also had the passionfruit drink. nice eh! was telling some of them why they choose bugis as i am quite sick of going bugis. have been visiting there quite often.

on the way home, was on the train with teeyan and mervyn, chatted with them. woo~ also nth much la. today's lunch, the funniest one was zhilian, she confirm getting lamer by the days. heard from zhilian she wasn't getting along very well with her friends in uni. lucky my uni friends are very nice. hohoho.

having a bit of sore throat lately, seems to be getting worse. ate too much heaty food ba.

wed vballers meeting at bugis again. why of all place, bugis?? haha. anyway, i haven reply qiaoyi. lazy to reply ba. wonder if qy sees what i am blogging, she might be mad at me for not replying her sms. coz today peirong was asking whether did i change my phone number coz i didn't reply her that day.

maybe i having mood problems sia. feel like then i reply pple's sms, dun feel like then i ignore. lolx. one of my bad habits ba...

these few days have been posting on my new blog using chinese..woa~cool ah?haha.

the address is http://www.wretch.cc/blog/luvc0930

feel free to visit it..can't bear to abandon this blog..think i will still be keeping this blog..haha.

have a nice day~!

feeling sad and angry today...
feeling so unlucky...

one fine day, i am going to own a car by myself...my new aim.