tHe m0re U ppLe meSsaGe mE, tHe m0Re w0RRieD i bEc0mE.

0H mAnx!!

sT0p mEssAgiNg mE.

aLL i nEed iS juZ 0Ne mEsSaGe fr0m a pArtiCulaR pErs0n, aNd tHeRe wiLL bE n0 w0RriEs iN mE.

bUt eVen iF i wAiT tiLL tHe sKy dr0pS, i kn0E i wiLL nEvA rEceiVeD 0nE.............

hAd a fEw teSt aNd t00k bAck a fEw tEst papERs lE. ec0ns 11/25. maThs 13/20. cHem 5/15. c00l aHx. bUt i tHink i nEVa fAil tHe sEc0nD cHem tEst c0z i fEel tHat i diD wEll. hAha. vBall tRaiNinG 0n tUeSdAy fRidAy. sAturDay hAd fRieNdlY wiTh sT.hildA's aGaiN. vEry tiReD wEek.

yEstErdAy aFtEr fRieNdlY wEnt t0 hAvE kFc dEn wAtCh hiDe aNd seek. vEry niCe sh0W. i w0UlD giVe iT 4/5. wAtCh iT wiTh aGaTha aNd sHe wAs s0 fUnnY. kEep c0vErinG hEr fAcE thr0uGh 0uT tHe sh0W.

i hAd bEen wAitinG f0r tHe 0 rEsulTs tHe wh0lE wEek. FinaLLy c0miNg 0uT tMl lE. h0pE i cAn pAss mY eNgliSh. g0D dAmn i Am s0 w0rRiEd. h0Pe i wUn cRy tmL. 0H mAnx........

HappY vAlEntiNe's dAy!!!!

t0dAe wAs sUch a diFfeRenT dAy. i wEnt t0 sCh aNd wAs fillEd wiTh sWeeTs aNd cAndiEs. cHarlEne gAve mE a vBall maDe 0f clAy witH !n0.15! 0n iT. s0 cUte. hAha. tHankS l0tS. cHer gAve a higHligHtEr i wiTh a wHeel piNnEd 0n. s0 sWeet~ qiaoYi gAve mE sWeets. rEceivEd chocolaTe fr0m liHUi 0s0. hAha. eVeryb0dY waS s0 nicE eXcepT f0r s0mE pplE lA. aNd i aM hErE t0 aGreE witH wAd liYuaN sAe. s0mE pplE rEalli 0uGht t0 g0 eAt sHit. wAs dAmn sAd. bUt f0rgEt iT. wEnt sh0ppiNg aFtEr sCh dEn sAw lihUi, jAss aNd s0mE seni0Rs at aDidAs. wAs aBt t0 g0 0Ff t0 fiNd fRieNdS f0r dinNer lE. sAw tHem aNd i wAs al0Ne. s0 pAisEH. fAstEr wAlk 0ff. aNyWae rEaCh h0mE aT aBt 8 plUs.

tMl g0t cHem tEst. hAvEn sTudY yEt. dia0o~ sHall d0 iT aFtEr tHis. haHa. sAw s0mE niCe t0pS t0dAe bUt didn't hAd en0uGh m0nEy. s0 cAnn0t bUy. s0 sAd. hAHa. gTg sTudY lE. laCk 0F tiMe. slEEpiNg laTe t0niTe aNd slEEp iN leCtuRes tmL. hAHa.

p0n maThs tUt0riAl todAe. tHink nEed leTter. deAd lE. i g0t n0 eXcUsE. ~S0S~~

wEnT tEmplE t0dAe. s0 sm0kY aNd i haTe iT t0tAlly. maBbE i shlD g0 cHurCh. hAHa. cHangE mY rEligi0n. n0 lA. jUz kiDdinG'. aT niTe wEnt t0 visiT mY aUntiE. mY litTle c0usiN vEry cuTe. sHe pRi.3 tis yEaR. tEach hEr d0 Hmwk dEn liStEn t0 c0nvErSati0ns aNd bAck h0mE. qUitE siaNx. tMl g0t sCh. siGh~

nExT tUeSdaY g0t cHem tEst. hAvEn lEarn. bUt 1 cHapteR 0nlY. nEvA miNd. tMl dEn rUsH. hAhA. dUn fEel liKe sTudYinG n0w. tHuRsDay g0t phYsics tEst. 1 cHaptEr 0s0. hAvEn leArn 0s0. haHahA. rElaX lA. firSt tHrEe m0ntHs niAx. plAy fiRst. hAHahA. :P

i sTill g0t l0aDs 0F hMwk n0T d0nE. n0t iN tHe m00d t0 d0. fEel liKe sh0ppiNg. tMl mAbBe g0inG 0uT wiTh fRieNds. dUn thiNk tHaT peRs0n wiLL cAre aBt tMl s0 i 0s0 nEvA prEpaRe aNytHinG. f0rgEt iT mAn. hAha.

tHursdAy wAs so siaNx. wEnt t0 aUnties' h0usE. eAt dRink wAtch tV. s0 b0riNg. 0nlY tHe bReakfAst wAs nicE. hAd kFc. hAhA. fEi lE.

fRidAy. sCh wAs s0 tiRinG. n0t iN tHe m00D t0 hAvE leSs0nS. p0n pE wHicH wAs sWimmiNg. i didn't eVen g0 t0 sWimmiNg c0mplEx. haHa. 0s0 luCky tHaT i didn't wEnt t0 sWim. tHe rEst 0f tHe vbAllErs 0s0 neVa juMp int0 wAtEr dE. aLL gaVe laMe eXcuSeS. i hAd bReAkfAst aT the 0pp0sitE maRkeT dEn wEnt t0 sCh slAck. tAp cArd aT aBt 9. mY eXcuSe f0r sWimmiNg iS g0inG t0 bE "i w0kE uP lAtE s0 i wEnt sTraiGht t0 sCh f0r sEc0nD peRi0d." hAhA. clEvEr mE. cLap** hAhaHa. lEss0nS tHe rEst 0f tHe dAy dEn p0n PW wEnt f0r luNch aNd tRainiNg in aFtErn00n. traininG sUx. sH0uldn't haVe g0nE. t00 l0nG neVa plAy. i l0sT t0ucH le. sUx sUx sUx. i sUx aT vBall. aFtEr tRaininG wEnt mR.fUng's h0usE t0 tAke aNgba0. plAnned t0 eAt sTeamb0aT bUt eVeRy0ne wAs laZy t0 c00k s0 0rdEred piZzA. s0mE wAtCh tHe 'sAd' cArt00n wHicH thEy wErE sEeing wh0 will cRy. hAha. i didn't wAtCh c0z i sCaRed i cRy. hahA. n0 lA. i wEnt t0 plaY cArDs dEn aT tHe eNdinG 0f tHe sH0w dEn i g0 in aNd sEe wh0 crY. bUt n0 0nE cRiEd. n0 fUn 0nE. hAHa. aTe pizzA aNd tHe bEEh00n aUntie c00kEd. s0 delici0uS~ 0s0 aTe thE CNY c00kiEs. alm0st finishEd thEm. drAnk j0llY shAndY whiCh i nEva driNk f0r yeArs lE. s0 tAstY~ hAhAhA. dEn s0mE gAmblEd. i Watch tV aLL tHe wAy witH aGatHa, rAchEl, eilEen aNd siTi. wAtChEd finiShEd tHe lAst epis0De 0F 'mY lUcky cHaRm' dEn wEnt h0mE. rEaCh h0mE aT 11 plUs. f0uNd 0uT tHat mY mUm c00k dinnEr. i wAs likE dAmn iT. i wAnT t0 eAt l0rx. bUt sHe leAve tW0 cHickEn winGs f0r mE. s0 nicE. hAha. dr00liNg* hAhahAHa. dEn i bAth eAt aNd slEep. fAttEninG aHx.......

sAturDay isH t0dAe. slEEp tiLL 10 plUs. w0kE uP. rEmEmbEr g0t r0aD rUn tRouGh. hAHa. wEnt t0 rUn 8 r0uNds 0f sTadiUm. wEnt h0mE bATh. wEnt 0uT aGain. mEet mY frieNds aT citY hAll. i wAs laTe bY 40 plUs minUtEs. bUt nVm. s0me 0tHErs wErE laTer dEn mE. wEnt sUntEc hAd dinnEr. i hAd fiSh n00dlEs aNd a b0Wl 0f deSsErt. dEn wEnt t0 eSplaNade t0 bUy haaGen.dAzs icE-cReam. wE b0ugHt 5 tUbs witH tHe v0ucHer. g0t 5 difF fLav0urS- mAng0, sTraWbErry, t0ffEe, c00kiEs'n'cRemE, nUt. wE sAt iN a ciRclE wiTh 20 pplE dEn paSs tHe tuBs 0f iCe cReaM aR0uNd. aTe tiLL bl0aTed. tHe maNg0 wAs finiShEd fiRsT. iT wAs tHe m0St wElc0mE 0nE. haHa. waLk t0 tHe mErli0n aNd t00k pH0t0s aNd wEnt h0mE. rEaChEd h0mE aT 10 plUs 11.

jUz n0W 0N tHe wAy t0 eSplaNaDe sAw pplE bReAkdAnciNg in The tunnEl. th0uGht 0f laSt yEaR. HAha. i wAs aCtuAlly lEarniNg bReakdAncinG wiTh bEnjAmiN. lEarn a fEw fReezEs. l0lx. bUt hUrT mY bAck aNd haNd. dEn st0ppEd. s0 n0w sTill hAvinG a wEak bAck. mY bAck will bReAk aNytiMe dE. dUn plAy plAy. haHa. bUt i stiLL quiTe dEv0tEd t0 bReAkdANce leHx. bUt 0nlY wAtCh. mayBe waiT f0r this juNe bA. wHen i gEt bEtter. n0w c0ncEntRatE 0n vBall wHicH i cAnn0t plaY wEll. n0t s0 stR0ng liKe laSt yEar lE. sAd maNx. bUt i will d0 mY beSt. hAhAha.

tUeSdAy wAs rEuni0n dinnEr. w0o00oAaAAa. i aTe tiLL bl0aTeD. tHe sTeamb0aT. hAhAhaha. s0 l0nG neVa eAt liddAt lE. dRank 2.5 b0ttlEs 0F bArcArdi. mY mUm dRank 0.5 0F miNe. hAha. nVm. mY bR0tHer's giRlfriEnd cAme aNd sHe w0rE s0 sExY. hMmm. iT wAs jUz eAt aNd dRinK lA. nTh mUch bUt i wAs s0 hAppY. nEvA gEt hiGh lA. hEng mAnx. mY mUm wAs liKe tEllinG mE aBt bEinG cArEfUl iF i g0t g0 pUb 0R wAdEva. wHicH mEans i aM all0WeD t0 g0. buT i uNdEraGe lEhx. hAha. tHiNk i gReW fAttEr aFtEr aLL tHe dRinkiNg aNd eAtinG. fRidAy sUrE muX g0 tRainiNg t0 jiAn fEi. bUt i d0uBt i cAn lA. hAha.

yEsteRdAy wAs cHiNeSe nEw yEaR. didN't g0 aNywHeRe. wEnT aH mA's h0uSe 0nlY. pLaY wiTh c0uSins, eAt dinnEr dEn rEaCh h0mE aT aBt 8.45. t00k mY bAg aNd wEnt t0 eSplaNaDe. aCtUallY laZy didN't wAn t0 g0 dE. bUt siNcE mY mUm rEaD mY msG aNd sAid i can g0 dEn i wEnt l0. lucky i wEnt iF n0T i w0ulD hAve miSseD 0ut aLL tHe fUn. g0t dAwN, kAngyA, aDe, jAryl, wEixiAng, eDmuNd aNd h0NgsiAng. wE wEnt eSplAnaDe wAtCh fiRew0rKs. i wAs aBit laTe s0 miSs 0ut tHe firEw0rkS. bUt kAngyA vide0 iT d0wN s0 i wAtch tHe vidE0 wiTh dAwN mAkinG tHe s0uNd eFfEcts. laMe~ hAha. dEn wE wAlkeD t0 clArkE quAy. 0pp0siTe g0t tH0sE sTatuEs aNd wE t00k ph0t0s wiTh tHe sTatuEs. hAha. i huggEd 0nE aNd i cAlleD iT mY huSbaNd. hAhaHa. lAme mE. nVm. 0N tHe wAy wE weRe tEasiNg dAwN aB0uT s0mE0ne dEn sHe wAs aNgRy bUt cAnn0t bE aNgRy mA. n0 ch0iCe puT uP witH uS. dEn laTeR sHe h0lD mY hAnd aNd wE leS^ t0gEtHeR. wAlk aWhilE aNd hAd a dRinK. dAwn wAs ruShinG 0uT 0F timE. hAha. sHe wAs sAyiNg hEr muM wiLL ch0ppEd hEr hEad 0ff. hAHa. i w0nDer diD hEr hEad kEnA cH0ppEd. h0pEfullY yEs. haha. rEaCheD h0mE aT 12 pluS. mY rElatiVes sTill aT mY h0uSe. hAhA. t0dAe's 0utiNg n0t bAd lA. f0uNd 0ne giRlfRieNd. hAhahA. eVerYb0dY bEcaRefUl. laTeR i c0mE aNd lEs^ witH yA. hAHAHahAAAaAaaHA.............

FridAy. iT wAsn'T a niCe dAy aT aLL. hAd sWimmiNg iN tHe m0RninG. The p00l wAs s0 diSguStiNg. wHen u wAlk iN iT, u cAn fEel sAnd aT tHe b0tt0M 0f The p00l. nExt fEw sWmmiNg lEss0ns iF i cAn i sUrE will giVe eXcuSes De. rUsh bAck t0 sCh aFtEr tHaT f0r lEss0nS. didN't eVen hAvE tiMe t0 eAt mY bReAkfAst. tHis sCh syStEm Realli Sux. mY sT0mAch WaS gR0WliNg likE mAd. bUt wHen iT wAs LuNch i didn't fEel likE eAtinG aNym0Re. hAd hAshbR0Wn and milksHake wHiCh i c0ulDn't finiSh. wEnT f0r tRaininG aND i wAsn'T iN tHe m00D t0 plAy. i wAntEd t0 j0in iN tHe cArnivAl s0 muCh. s0 i pLayeD liKe sHit aGain. eNdEd tRainiNg aT 6. iF iT wAs aNy l0nGeR tHink i aM g0iNg t0 bUrSt iNt0 fiRe lE. wEnt f0r cArnivAl. mY cG hAd tW0 sTalls bUt t00 muCh s0 hAndEd 0nE t0 cG 27/05. wE mEnD tHe gAmeS sTall aNd tHe oTher cG hAd tHe f00d stAll. hUabiN wAs cG 27/05 rEp And hE wAs rEalli vEry cAt (mA0). dAmn hiM l0Rx. eVeRy0nE wAs liKe vEry bU sHuAng aT him. tAke 0nE p0psiCle 0s0 cAnn0t aNd hE kEEp tAlkiNg aB0uT pr0fiTs. pPlE g0 t0 enj0Y 0nE l0rX. iN tHe EnD hE 0s0 hAd lEft0vErs aNd wE wErE 0s0 tH0sE tHaT finishEd iT. hEard tHaT hE wAs 0s0 quitE selfiSh aNd irriTaTInG. HeArD fr0m mY cG dE. aNywAy dUn wAn t0 c0mmEnt 0n hiM lE lA. sp0il mY m00d niAx. i wEnt t0 bUy m0Re wHippEd cReAm aFtEr tRaininG aNd cAmE bAck aT aB0uT 7. wiThin 1 H0uR plUs mY wh0lE fAcE aNd hAir wAs filEd wiTh tHe vEry sWeet wHippEd cReAm. jAryl wAs liKe sAyinG wHy i s0 clEaN AnD "SmACk!!" ALL ThE CrEAM WaS 0N My FaCE. H0NgSianG, yinGlEi ad aDeliNe 0s0 diD tHat. aNd wE wEre liKe plaYinG am0nG 0uRselVes. zhAnhuI wAs s0 stupiD t0 aCcidEntAlly gAve hiS fRienD al0T 0f cReaM t0 sMack himSelf. think i Am g0inG t0 av0id eAtinG cAkEs wiTh cReam f0r 3 m0nThs. aT aB0uT 8.30pM, mR fUnG wAs liKe wAlkiNg aR0uNd wiTh tHis spEakEr sAyinG tHat tHe gaTe will cl0Se aT 8.30. bUt 0f c0z tHe gatE wAs still 0pen wHen iT wAs ab0uT tEn. i went t0 wAshEd uP mEaninG clEaninG aWay tHe cReAm 0nlY. dEn wEnt f0r dinnEr. i hAd dEsseRt 0nli. i wAs Full aFtEr hAvinG th0se cReam piEs. aFtEr tHaT wEnT h0mE t0 bAthE. i bAth mY hair aNd fAce tWiCe. it wAs vEry 0ilY. wEnT sTraigHt t0 bEd aFtEr tHat.

sAtUrdAy. m0rninG c0ulDn't wAke uP. alm0sT laTe f0r tRaininG 0r t0 sAe i wAs juX in timE. i wAs vEry tiRed s0 tRaininG wAs n0t suitable f0r mE tHaT daY.wEnt bEd0k kFc aFtEr tRaininG aNd aTe Al0t t0 maKe uP f0r fRiDaY's sTarVati0n. hAha. dEn wEnt TM's aRcAde witH vBallErs. plAY tHe sTupid gAme wHich hiT mY finGEr. it wAs s0 pain. 0k lArx. mY finGer still cAn m0vE n0w. wAlk ar0unD aT tM, iT wAs winD0w sh0ppinG 0nli. didn't bUy aNythinG. wAlk till vEry tiRed dEn sAt d0wN f0r a drink aNd dEn wEnt h0mE. sh0wEr aNd wEnt 0ut aGain f0r dinnEr. aNd back h0mE t0 slEEp.

sUndAy. i wAnteD t0 d0 mY hmWk. but i w0kE uP laTE. hAd bRunCh. dEn mY fAmilY wAnTs t0 g0 mAlaYsia f0r sh0ppinG. s0 i wEnt al0nG. didn't bUy aNything f0r mYselF bUt b0uGht al0t 0f nEw yeaR g00ds. rEachEd h0mE aT 8 plUs 9. i aTe 1/3 0f tHe piNeapplE tArT tHat wAs b0uGht aNd wEnt t0 slEep. thiNk i gr0wiNg fAttEr lE. h0W?? mUx cUt d0Wn 0n tiDbiTs. bUt vEry haRd t0 c0ntr0l. eSpecially whEn tHe CNY biScuits aRe s0 dElici0uS.

sh0p f0r tW0 dAys in a r0w. m0nDay. rEaliSed i didn't d0 aNy hMwk aT aLL. m0RninG dUn Feel liKe g0iNg t0 sCh. bUt mY muM sAe cAnn0t aNd mY bR0 wAs askiNg mE n0t t0 g0. 0f c0Z i lisTen t0 mY mUm. wEnt sCh. g0t tHrEe lEctuRes. i sLept iN tW0, cHem And ec0ns. cHem i didN't unDeRstand wAd sHe wAs t0kiNg aB0ut s0 i juZ wEnt t0 slEEp. bUt i rEalisEd tHaT tHe cHem leCtuReR l00ks eXaCtlY liKe a c0ckEl spAniEl. i wAs tEllinG mY fRieNd aNd sHe buRst 0uT laUgHing. luCkY tHe lEcTurEr didN't hEar. i am sEri0uS mAnx. hEr cUrly hair aT tHe siDe l00ks liKe tHe spAniEl's eArs aNd hEr fAce is s0 thin aNd l0nG liKe a d0g's. w0OO00~ wAd a "c00l" lEcTurEr. hAhaHa. aFtEr sCh wEnt buGis wiTh cG friEndS t0 sh0p. b0uGht s0meThinG f0r mY aNgEl. 0wE vEry l0nG lE. s0 paiSeh.

i rEalli fEel liKe i Am in tHe l0sT w0rld n0w. i dUn unDerSTand mAths (AP & GP), pHysiC (tHeRmodynAmics), ec0ns ANd cHem. eC0ns wE hAd tHe leCtuRer tHat c0ndUcts lEctuRes in a t0Ne tHat s0uNds aS if sHe is a mAd womAn tHat hAd juz rUn 0uT 0f w00dbRidGe. wHen i liStEn t0 hEr v0iCe i cAnn0t aBs0Rb wAdEva sHe is tAlkinG ab0ut. cHem. tHe c0ckEl spAnieL kEep tAlkinG aB0ut 0RbitalS aNd i dUn eVen uNdErsTand h0w did tH0sE oRbiTals appEar in hEr lEctuRe. i aM rEalli l0sT. nExt wEek g0t cHem aNd physic tEst lE. bUt i dUn tHink iS 0n tH0se t0picS. still hAve tiMe t0 cAtch uP. cAn s0mE0nE tEll mE h0W in tHe hEll wiLL i n0t slEep in lEcturEs?? aNd h0w t0 c0ncEntRaTe???

tMl iS cHinEsE nEw yEar EvE !!!! g0t l0Ts 0f f00d t0 eAt. i Am g0iNg t0 c0mE h0me eArly. tMl 0nlY g0t civiCs anD i cAn bE bAck. sH0uld i g0 bAck t0 mY sEc sCh??. sTill dEciDing.....

sUndAy's sUrf aNd sWeaTx wAs rEalli fUn. tAnneD mAnx aNd i aM peeliNg n0W. diDn't wiN aNythiNg bUt g0T g00Dy bAgs And tHe wh0lE vBall tEam wAs tHeRe. s0 c00l~tHe g00dY bAg inSiudE g0t giVe pAntiEs s0mem0Re, vEry sExy 0nE. bUt sAd t0 sAe rAcheL, zHuaNzhEn aNd liSi wEnt h0mE s0 dAmn eArly. wEll, rAchel hAd bi0 spA tEst 0n m0ndAy s0 sHe 0uGht t0 g0 h0mE. tt'S wHy i sAe sPa sUx.

m0nDay wAs vEry tirEd. slEpt tHe wh0lE 0F cHem leCtuRe. didn't uNdErstand wAd tHe tEacHer sAyinG s0 i miGht aS wEll slEep and s0 i sLept. hAHa. dEn tUeSdaY hAd tRainiNG. i plAyeD s0 l0uSy. mY spiKinG suX. mY vBall sKills sUx. dAmn iT!!!! wEdnEsdAy wAs a n0t l0nG n0t sH0rT dAy. c0z i hAd civiCs aNd i l0vE iT al0t c0z i cAn bE wiTh mY CG. cG 31/05 r0X^ mAn.

todAe tHurSdAy. hAtE it. neXt tiMe wAnt siCk mUz bE sick 0n tHurSdAy. eNdEd aT 5.15. wAd a l0nG dAy!! mY sCg dRag 0uR wAy t0 pHysiCs tUtoRial. s0 fUnnY. wE wAlkEd 0ne wh0lE r0uNd t0 tHe clAssR00ms. hAha. blAmE it 0n tHe sCh s0 biG aNd s0 mAny wAys t0 rEach 0nE plAce. dEn b4 cHem wHich wAs tHrEe wh0Le pErioDs, wE wEnT t0 tHe cAntEen aNd int0 tHe b00ksh0p. s0mE b0uGht pipEttes aNd i b0uGht sWeets. tHink tHe tEaCher kn0W aNd sHe wAs quiTe piSsEd 0ff, i tHink. tHe c0lA sWeeT didn'T lAst l0nG. iT wAs 0nlY 0nE peRi0d paSSed aNd i finiShEd it. tHe leSs0n wAs rEalli b0riNg. dEn lAb leSs0n. s0 mA fAn 0nE. tHe s0luti0n muX prEpaRe 0uRselvEs. aFtEr lEss0ns i weNt sTraiGht h0mE.

siAnx~ tMl stiLL g0t ec0nS tEsT. i w0nDer h0W t0 sTudy. d0 i mEm0risEd??. dUn tHink i Can mEm0RisEd s0 muCh iN 0ne niTe. dUn fEel likE stUdYinG f0r eC0nS lE. cAn s0mE0nE hElp mE???