i have school, lessons, trainings and trainings. i feel so tired having to wake up at 5 every morning and reached home at 5 plus 6. that's not enough i still have hmwk and having to revised. and i end up not doing my hmwk. Well~when there are some gain, there are some losses:)

i am lost in physics and chem. cannot catch up with the work. chem tutorials are like copying answers that i dun understand at all. today's physic tutorial is worse. that agitated Mr Neo is like speaking alien language in front of me. Wad abt analogue electronics?? Wads so great abt the op-amp?????? i dun understand a thing abt it. It juz connects to a triangular thing and the electricity doesnt flow out from anywhere. How in the hell am i suppose to understand an electronics when i am not one?? This is so ridiculous!! almost broke down during his lesson.

We got the vball groupings today. We are up against VjC, RjC and YjC. heh heh. Yishun jc. so near my home. fung, isa and char came back after drawing lots, with such bad acting skills that only my dear agamon will believe. today's training is so pathetic. We started at 3 and ended at 5. haha. me and qiao set up everything before they came. We both are so great. lolx.

i need more focus. not only for studies but more importantly now is vball. Nationals starting on 17th April. I cannot really concentrate during trainings nowadays, playing so badly. feeling so stress~

cHeeRx! ;)

its about 1.40am in the morning and i have to wake up at 5am and i juz dun know wad i am doing online at this hour..cant get to sleep..thiss week's happenings...besides the normal sch hours..i had dinner with my family on monday...tuesday ran to ecp with x-country pple...wednesday watch badminton's training and den my own training...today went for boy's training to watch them play friendly and i ran 2.4km with chenyi..woot*..quite a boring week..tml is half day which suits no purpose coz my lessons end at 12.15 and i have training from 12.30 to 4.30..thinking of wad i can do after training..think saturday i watching final destination...cannot confirm yet...think i quite long neva watch movie le..trying to find pple to watch with me..

so long neva blog..well...not much big happenings except abt running...got 3rd for dualathon and 7th for road run which i was damn pissed off with myself...shouldnt have slack at the last sec..can u believe tt i was juz 3sec away from the 6th positioin and my $60 asic voucher..but nvm..its over le..next big thing would be nationals competition and of coz if time does not clash..i might be considering x-country..sianx...

i am starting to feel tt i am lack of time..neva study properly and i have not been doing hmwk..starting to feel the stress ba..sorry pple if i lose control of my temper...i am learning how to cope...haha:)

and tt is oso the reason why some things shouldnt start at this time..relac...still a long way to go...actually i started planing for after my a's le..think i will be working right after a's...but before that..i muz visit MOS and of coz not forgetting Zouk...maybe i will visit on my birthday...who noes?...now very mah fan...if go hafta borrow ic...and i bet my mum's gonna scream at me...haha:P

it 2am now..gtg rest le...i will try my best to sleep...if not tml will be horrible...i might juz faint during training...nitex~