Saturday, July 19, 2008

what really worries me nowadays is when my friends fall sick. i am really afraid of that night, that moment, it was just like a dream or rather a nightmare. i am afraid history will repeat. but luckily everything was alrite.

i feel so sorry or rather bad that i missed replying agatha's sms twice. the first time was last week's 5pm tj trng, second was last night. i actually replied her today at around 12plus and asked her what time was trng. so so sorry, i juz woke up and didn't realised that it was a saturday. felt so bad after that when she didn't reply till 5plus. i hope she is not angry with me. i also wished for her to be happy and healthy.

everytime i chance upon my phone, there is no msg or missed call. once i forget to check my phone, i will have sms and miss calls coming in. and often people would think that i refuse to reply them. well, i am used to it. don't really mind it though.

for the whole of today, i juz eat, sleep and watch tv. i lie down watching tv for too long, and i felt giddy when i stood up, my head becomes very heavy, my vision became blur then black, everything returns after a while. felt like i almost fainted, lucky there was a table for me to hold onto. quite long since i had such an experience. maybe there is too much of a sleeping beauty here. but its not going to be too long before sleeping beauty wakes up and becomes cinderella. haha.

i am bored......

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