Monday, May 26, 2008

i still feel tt i am better in expressing my feelings and moods in chinese...tt's why of my new blog in chinese..hmmm..

i told alot of pple that i had already let go regarding my cousin's pass away. however, i have been thinking of her on and off, not a very good feeling though. i really wonder whether am i facing reality or running away from it? or maybe becoz during tt period i was having exams so i held on to my feelings. to speak the truth, i did not realli cried out tt day though i realli feel like becoz i was afraid it will affect my exams. maybe some of the sadness is still buried deep down in my heart. think i need time to dig it out.

but i realli miss her loads...and i had one regret ever since she passed away.
i regret for not visiting her that last week.i thought i could visit her when my exams were over. but she didn't managed to wait for me. this regret is going to be with me for my lifetime.

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