Tjc was up against Rjc, Vjc and Yjc...Tj won all 2-0. sMilex:)
Quarters:
Tjc vs Pjc...Tj won 2-0. yEa~we can do it...strong team indeed..chEErx:P
wEll~many say it was luck, but some say its not. All i can say is that all the teams that got into quarters were of the same standard, and therefore i believe luck matters. There is no such thing that one team is alot more better than another. Juz like Ajc, their skills are good as seen in the match where they play against HCi. However, they got kick out in the quarters and now HCi is in the finals. Get it?!? This shows that LUCK matters. Since now Tj gals team is out, i can onli say that we were unlucky. Or maybe the other teams' luck is better than our as we did perform well on that CRUCIAL day.
After the match ended on Friday, the team sat at the same place we sat last year. I cant believe i was still smiling at that moment when yenling and some others were crying. I felt that we played well. After 10-15 minutes, when i reflect back the happenings of the match, regrets filled me. If only i did not spike into the net, if only i did not spike out, if only i was less blur...many if only-s. I can feel tears welling up, i held back, swallowed them back deep into my heart. I told myself "I musnt cry now, once it starts flowing, there is no end to it." We went for dinner at fish&co and watch M:i:III. All the while, any talks about the competition, my tears reformed again and was swallowed back again and again.
Sat(6th May) Moody for the whole day. Watch the elections and fell asleep on my bed without bathing. I wasnt in the mood for a shower. Woke up the next morning at 6am for a shower. Read my teammates' blog. I let out my tears finally, in the silence of the morning.
Sun(7th May)..its so bored to stay at home. The thought of training on last Sunday came back to me. We were so happy then. I couldnt concentrate on studying for Physics test. Stoning in front of the Tv for the whole day until evening when i chat with isabella online, i cried again uncontrollably in front of my computer. At night, i went to sleep but flashbacks of the last game keep coming back. Finally, I switch on the lights and decided to study for Physics test. Reading through the notes, i cant help thinking about vball trainings and all the fun we had for the past 1.5 years. Think i fell asleep at 3 plus and woke up at 5 with all my physics notes crushed on my bed. Tired....
Mon(8th May) Failed my Physics test as expected.. Tears welled up at my eyes a few times unknowingly during lectures and tutorials. The time was crawling. I wasnt in the mood for chem remedial after school, so i juz walk past in front of my chem teacher and out of the classroom without a word to him. I slept all the way home. Reached home, dinner and night came. I packed my bag and suddenly i feel so empty. Looking at my bag which was usually filled with jersey, training-tees and towels, sadness filled me. I glanced at my phone, remembering the night before the last match when i received about 7-8 encouragement messages from my dear teammates. Regrets, regrets and more regrets. It could have been the same scenario if we won the last match. I questioned myself "Was it luck?? Or was it becoz of that few points that i missed??" I teared again.
I miss trainings, miss the hall, miss playing with my teammates, miss the aircon in the hall, miss the GT fan, miss teasing Mr fung, miss bullying my teammates especially yenling and my pet 'agamon', miss disturbing isa the 'chao ta mian bao' captain, miss my 'char pok' on court, miss the shoutings of encouragement in court, miss the steady ace ace ace, miss my backaches and elbow pains, in fact missing alot more things.....I wonder when is the next time i will be playing a vball match again. I think i will not continue playing vball anymore, i need time to recover from my back injury which i wonder will it ever get well, and i doubt so..
From wad Agatha say: "to get over this loss, to adjust to this, it'll take time". I believe i really need time to get over with this.
anyway, HCi vball team is now my 'ou xiang' team...especially player no. 8 and no. 3, i admire them alot...woah...hope they can get champions..i shall wish them Good Luck in the finals. Not forgetting Tjc Guys team oso, a strong team indeed, they are in the finals!!! Love to watch them play matches, they have such strong determination and power and good communication skills...admire them too..wahaha...
REMEMBER 17th MAY (Toa Payoh Sports Hall),
HCI vs NYJC (girls)
TJC vs AJC (boys)
a MUZ watch match......g0 TJ g0...JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!
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