hurt my back...went to see doctor on tuesday..injection..it was okay at first..den later very suan.leg very hard to lift up to walk.rested at home.ytd better le.onli one side pain at times..hope today will be a better day..heex...

anyway have to rest for 2 weeks to be exact..good...means when sch reopen i can skip pe...hahaha..but quite low coz sat's friendly match against NUS cannot play..i long wanted to play this match le..hmmm...nvm ba..pray that everything will be alrite after 2 weeks..if not..i oso not sure wads gg to happen next.

cHeerZ:)

woahh~~...holiday will soon be over..had lots of fun.vball chalet, vball camp, cball christmas countdown nite...hmmm..i went out mostly with my vball mates ba..feel that our team is very united.we muz jiayou for the competition...sure can make it de..

to be exact, i am left with one week...struggling with my hmwk coz i onli did 30 chem mcqs..help...i dun have maths tys..i haven touch physics..oh no..well..anyway this holiday i had fun till i realli feel like leaving school for good..hehx..

a question appear and i rejected it....this time it appear again...i feel guilty to reject it again...so i left it hanging dere...i juz want to concentrate on my studies first...anyway if u think u can win my heart, go ahead....coz i onli treat u as my friend and nth else...lastly, i juz wan to say tt i realli hate tt question:)

monday had trng in the afternoon den i had ban mian for dinner...yummy...so long neva eat le...haha.hmm..tuesday trng again den lunch out with friend..filled my stomach with sushi and fish bee hoon..walk around..wanted to go causeway point de..neva go in the end so wen home to bath.too full for dinner..but ate some rojak and shared a cup of soya bean milk with *baolim*..actly is i wan drink de.but cannot finish..let her drink more milk den can become bigger...hahaha...

fungus is crazy...trng ask us to do stupid exercises..how am i supposed to do sit up on the hard floor...pain one lehx...kaox...

anyway bought ps2...shared with my brother...$395..i fork out $150..quite x..but worth it...bought a new pair of volleyball shoes too...$50..love it alot..friday going to watch harry potter with yenling and some others..cant wait to watch it:P

its not that i dun wan to go but i am scared...i scared i cannot continue with wad i love doing now...

i noe its 5plus in the morning alreadi. but i still haven go to bed. shall go to bed soon.very pissed off by the maplestory server. cant get in for the whole day till now still cannot. lousy server. read some blogs juz now. char sounds so funny. mrs chua happy den miss chua happy. miss chua ahx.....funny woman. heex. its raining now, heavy rain sia. morning le. but i feel like playing games now. maybe i shall not sleep. hmmmm....see first ba:)

shall update wad i did the past few daes..hmmm..last mondae fever...fridae diarrhoea...but i still went sentosa with my family..it was my father's burfdae.cycle dere till butt pain..den drown my dog in the sea but it survived.we had a feast for dinner.woa..ate alot.

saturdae..morning went for pw meeting for final touch up.den home.my brother bought chicken wings and otah for bbq.went seletar bridge to bbq.lucky i didnt lose my voice. sundae had turtle soup for breakfast cum lunch.yummy!! nite time went for indian food coz my father's worker gave a treat. not bad. first time i ate indian food. they didnt have plates.everything was served on the banana leaf.

mondae op. think i enjoy it and was quite satisfied with my performance. after tt went lunch at pizza hut with yenling and qiao.had Curry Zazzle baked rice. they were gg for job interview at redhill. had nth to do so i followed them. filled in the form for fun oso. den we walk past this shop tt sells toys for kids. the toys help in building the kids' IQ.we stayed there for almost 2 hrs. the man even taught us how to play a few games coz he tot we wanted a job there.the games were fun man. we play till we forget the time. went back by mrt. lucky i found a seat coz my leg cannot tahan le.ate dinner at northpoint with my friend.den home!!my mum bought bbq stingray and otah for me oso. i eat and wait for her to finish bathing and join me but i failed. fell asleep on the floor while eating stingray. wonder how can my mum managed to bath for 1hr in the bathroom woke up and found out tt my mum finished the stingray. had a otah den went to my mum's bed and fell asleep again. think i woke up in the midnite and sleepwalk to my bed. haha;)

tuesday training in the morning den afternoon went agatha's house to play ps2 with charlene.so fun.especially the bomberman. i was screaming all the way. i very lousy, keep dying de. cannot blame. who ask me cock eye and greedy. keep looking for egg and life jacket and neva see the bomb. but char damn pro la. keep winning. had a nice day at aga's house. heyx, thanz agathaaaa!!!

oh ya...and yenling cheerx yea~:D anywae yenling, u got burfdae mehx??? hahaha:P now gg 6am le. buaix!

going for greyish colour...hehe..new blogskin:)

OP in abt 12 hours time...help..need to go memorise script le.nitey!! :P

Fever...so didnt go training todae.did PW at hub den went home.feeling alrite le so bought mac's large fries...ate it..after a while, my temperature rise again.the moral of this is that do not eat junk food when u are sick.

anywae had panadol le. should be getting well soon. heex..

Heard that eating chocolates can make one happy. its a lie. i ate almost one whole packet of M&Ms and i dun feel any better.

h0lidayS n0w. yet, i dun feel happy at all. i am becoming a loner. i like to stay at home but nobody's there to talk to me. and i learned wad is loitering. people who IS suppose to be at home with me is not. Why??? i hate this. i really dun like this kind of life. how i wish there aren't any holiday. or can i have training everyday?? i might feel better that way. i feel like crying. but i dun want to cry. i dun wan to flood myself with tears every now and then. i am sure how i feel now is worse than being in hell:"(

i wish i can confide to someone. but can pple understand how i feel?? dun think so. pple around me are so much luckier den me, however they dun cherished it. sad......

i cAnt gEt to sLeep, cAnt c0nceNtraTe 0n mY pHysiCs. Maths N cHem papERs iS stiLL iN mY heAd. Wad iF i fAil 1 0f tHem 0r b0tH...mY ec0ns sUre fAil dE. i HavE n0 m0Re sUbjEcts t0 uSe lE. wAd if i cAnn0t gEt pr0m0tEd?? iT sHall bE mY oWn fAulT...c0z i didNt fEEl liKe sTudYing f0r pr0m0s N i hAvE bEen sLackinG wHen tHe 0tHers Are sTudyiNg s0 hArd.

fEel liKe dR0wNing mYselF in driNks.....v0DkA iCE?? bArcArdi??? n0t g00d en0uGH....hElp..............:'(

Hell0!! 2 months never bl0g le..wonder if my bl0g misses me..hehex...lazy to blog anywayx.but todae.......todae.....suddenly got the urge to bl0g and here i am... hahax..2 months realli fly pass manx.i still remember 1 and a half month ago, i said i muz start studying for promos and not wait till the last minute...and then...now left 1 month and i am still like so carefree....haven even start on any subject..it always turn out this way..i dun understand..can someone juz give me a kick in my butt so that i can move forward???

My PW....todae had meeting at 10am, national library...didnt do much..sat there...add some little things into part of the survey analysis...den sat there and stare into space...i went is juz basically to be present and to pass my e0m to Teeyan so that i wun have to go down to school tml...sianx...he told me would have alot to do todae de...cheat my feelings...made me go there and slack..and this Teehong, everytime say i slack..he didnt even turn up todae..wonder where he go..

friday nite i took the survey results and did the analysis till midnite...at 2 plus cannot tahan den doze off...was msging Zz den..she sae she decided to continue studying the next morning..so i followed her..ended my PW...went to sleep..Zz say give me morning call at 7am....anyway i woke up at 9 plus..no morning call...guess she oso cannot wake up de...heex...she is the sleeping worm...she woke up later den me anyway....

tml holidays!!!! yea...can rest at home le...but still got promos muz study...hopefully i can successfully start my revision tml...haha...i am damn slack..help...tues dun think got time to study..going out to play....hahahaha...

oh yah...N fRiday was 2nd September...isabella's birthday...i share prezzie with qiaoyi and agatha...anyway..isa received alot of present...wonder she took cab home or her father fetch...when lesson end i didnt see her le...took bus with sharon...she was on her way to meet secondary school friend with qiaoyi ba....i guess..but qiaoyi went off first....chat all the way on the bus with sharon...she was turning my whole wallet out...quite fruitful yea~>>she found alot of rubbish in my wallet...hehex...

promos...promos....hope i can be promoted...and econs....dreadful man...sure gg to fail econs again...but i am going to try my best....hehex...physics...i am dead for physics...all the chapters after circular motion is terrible....i dun noe wad the teacher is talking abt in class...but i still keep nodding my head...help!!!..blame it on my head...understand nod...dun understand oso nod...die die...chem was alrite....maths...hmmmm...integration...i hate it!!!! my tutorial are all in a mess...cancel here and there..but cant blame anyone...i lazy to do...haha...:P

aNd last tuesday...we had friendly against pasir ris sec...we won...haha...so happy..think our team not bad ehx...but that day i wasnt in my best form coz of some reason la...hmmm...abit slow in receiving balls...and my eyes...help...cannot see the ball clearly...how...blame the eyes ba...training going to stop for 1 month...think after 1 month i will be back to basics...have to train all over again...i hope we can still have training once a week...if not i will grow fatter oso...since i pon PE everytime...i still owe 1000 skipping...mr fung neva cancel for meeee!!!!..damn~..

Think i blog quite alot le...hehex....u pple out there, welcome back to read my blog.....i noe u all like to read my bl0g...hahahahaha......:oX

hMMmmm...exAms are ovEr lE......yEEeaaaaAHHhh.h.......so happY...wenT to seoul gArdEn yEstErday aFtEr pHysiCs papEr..todAe weNt kb0x dEn pasTamAnia.wAh...sPend qUite al0t iN tW0 dAys mAnx...tMl sTill g0t bbQ....g0inG t0 dRink dEn sUre hAfta sPend al0t $$ aGain....nExt tUesdAy sEntoSa....eilEEn's n0t fRee t0 g0...0nE leSS peRs0n...iSa 0s0 n0t g0iNg...sHar0n 0s0....liKe al0t n0t g0ing....tMl bbQ g0t sTay 0Ver....yEar1s 0nli i sTayiNg....EEeeee....wHy liddAt De......hAte iT man....

oH ya....lAst m0ndAy i jUz wEnt sEntoSa...mY br0tHer's birThdaY aNd wE wEnt dEre t0 cElebrate...tH0ugH i wAs siCk tHe dAy bEf0re....s0mem0Re g0 sEE d0ct0r aNd haVE injeCti0n...bUt i stiLL g0 sEnt0sA tHe neXt dAy witH sliGht fEvEr....aNd sEeing tHe d0cT0r isn't fUn at All.....mY muM wEnt t0 tEll tHe d0ct0r tHat mY neCk abniT sw0llEn dEn tHe d0ct0R sAe yAr abit....wAh liEw...sCaRed mE...liKe i kEna cAncEr......siAo 0nE.....bUt tRutHfUlly abiT sw0llen lA.....dEn mY mUm aDvisE mE n0t t0 sH0ut t00 muCh during tRaining...dUn thiNk iTs g0t anythiNg t0 d0 wiTh sh0utinG riTe??....bUt tHink i wiLL stiLL lisTen t0 hEr la...hAHa...i 0nlY like tHe paRt 0f tHe injEcti0n wHen sEeinG tHe d0ct0R tt dAy......i aCtuAlly wAtcH tHe wh0lE injEcti0n...heex...vEry fun lEhx...

laSt wEEk 0F h0lidAys....didn't rEalli sTudy....wEnt 0ut 0n m0ndAy, tUesdAy, wEd aNd tHurs....sTarTed 0n fRidAy...hAha....n0t iN tHe m00d t0 sTudy aCtuaLLy.....m0ndAy's eC0ns teSt iS a mEss...eSsay quesTi0n eVery paRt i wr0Te 0nE paRagrApH 0nli....w0ndEr wAd tHe tEachEr is gg t0 saE....dRq tHe laSt quEsti0n i fElt s0 sick wHen l00king aT tHe quesTi0n THat i leFt iT blank aNd wEnt 0n T0 tHe mCq bEf0re tiMe eNds....mCq aNyh0w Guess....i wAs r0llinG mY eRaser f0r answers....iF i cAn gEt m0Re tHAn 20 f0r eC0ns iT w0uld bE a Surprise.....

tuEsdAy....mAths aNd Gp wAs 0kiE....jUz h0pE i cAn paSs mY GP......anyway tHe hAll wAs dAmn c0ld...n0t a very g00d envir0nMent f0r eXam...i rAther tHey usE tHe fAn.....mY fingErs wEre fr0zEn.....brAin frEEze....cAnn0t tHink aNd write....wEdneSday cHem....mCq is tHe w0rst...i rolleD mY eRAseR aGain...bUt firSt qUestion i copiEd tHe pErs0n bEsidE mE dE aNswEr.....i sAw sHe vEry c0nfiDently circle tHe aNswer ma....den i Duhno h0w t0 d0...s0 copY hEr's lo...sEcti0n B aNd C wAs aLritE....phYsiCS i l0vEd tHe mCq...tT's tHe 0nli pArt i Am c0nfiDent....sEcti0n C eSsay qUestion....aLL 3 Question s0 haRd...dUno wHich 0nE t0 ch00se....sEcti0n B i dIdn't d0 tHe wh0le 0f QUestion 5....c0Z i dUno wAd's viScouS f0rce....i hAd mEntAl bl0ck wHen i sAw visc0us f0rcE....i sTudiEd iT in The cAnteeN bEf0rE eNteRinG tHe hAll dE..diAoz......lEt's h0pE i cAn pAss 2 sUbjEct And GP.....n0 nEEd sEe prinCiplE can lE...mY mUm sAe sHe wUn g0 ANd sEe tHe principAl De if i kEna......sHit Man....mUz prAy hARd........

siAnz...i aM b0rEd........aNd thiS cHuh0nG iS f0rcinG mE to chat witH hiM....diAox~..haha....remind mE pplE....that i Am goinG t0 kick hiS aSs tHe nExt tRaininG i sEe hiM.....

sEri0uslY.....talkinG aBt mY vbAll sKills....mY pEak is rEalli 0vEr lE.....hAve bEEn tRaininG f0r aLm0sT hAlf a YeAr aNd still cAn't gEt bAck wAd i hAd wHen i wAs sEc 4....rEalli fElt vEry depRessinG aT timEs durinG trAininGs....fEel liKe giVinG iT uP......wAd cHuhonG sAid 'u can peak again, and peak higher the next time'.....this iS oso wAd i wAs h0piNg f0r thiS half yEar.....bUt iT sEems rEal haRd.......

My l0ve f0R y0u hAs sink t0 tHe b0tt0m 0f tHe 0Cean...

hAd tRaininG 0n wEd anD fRi...l0st t0uCh lE...plAyeD bAdly...

wEd g0t 3 nEw girlS wh0 cAme f0r vBall tRial.tHe pasiR riS 0nE wAs g00d.hMMmmm...tHiNk sHe plAyEd bEttEr dEn me.yEar2s wEnt t0 plaY 0s0..s0 l0ng neVa plaY wiTh tHem lE..fElt s0 g00d..hAd lUnch Den h0mE t0 sLack.n0 0nE wAs aT h0mE till abt miDnigHt.hAd mY 0wN dinNer.siAn~....

tHurs....m0rning wEnt sCh00l f0r ec0ns whiCh i dUn uNdErsTand a w0rD sHe sAe.jUz c0py aNd c0pY tHe AnsweRs.dEn pW mEeting wHich wAs liKe 15 miNs?? dEn very b0rEd aNd wAs feEliNg l0W aFtEr wAd hAppeNed tHe niTe bEf0re.didn'T fEel liKe g0iNg h0Me s0 eArlY...wEnt bEd0k liBraRy t0 slAck.did nEwspApEr aRticlE, rEad s0me b00ks aNd c00kiNg b00ks.qUite iNtEreSting.b0rr0WeD 2 b00ks aNd went h0me.rEaCheD h0me wHicH wAs eMptY exCept f0r mY br0tHer wH0 wAs sLeepiNg.wAtCh tV till niTe.hAd dinnEr wiTh mY br0tHer.wEnt f0r a dRink.hMMm....bArcArdi.s0 l0ng neVa dRink lE.fElt s0 niCe aFteR tHe driNk.wAs mSgiNg zZ aT tHat tiMe.tH0uGh i dRaNk bUt i tHink sHe sLept 0ff eArlieR dEn mE...hEEx...

fRi g0t 2 nAs aNd 2 pAsiR riS de.3 0f tHem wEre g00d.i wAs plAyiNg dRuNkeN vBall aFtEr laSt nitE's dRink....fElt s0 slEEpy.lUckY eilEEn wAs tHere.sHe wAs mAkiNg a l0t 0f n0isE wHicH eNc0urAgEd mE t0 sH0ut dUring tHe gAme.hAd a fEw niCe gAmes.aFter tRaininG hAd luNch opP0siTe sCh dEn g0 h0mE lE.eVeryb0dY liKe vEry bUsy liDdAt.d0Txx.......wEnt h0mE.ntH t0 d0.dEcidEd t0 hElp mY mUm m0p fl00r.mSging zZ aGain till 12 plUs.i d0zEd 0ff.w0kE uP sUddeNly aNd rEply hEr.aFtEr a wHile n0 rEply fr0m hEr....gUeSs shE slEEp lE.i wEnt t0 slEep 0s0....

t0dAe.slAck aT h0mE.i wAs in fr0nT 0f tHe tV tHe wh0lE dAy wiTh pHysiCs KinEmatics n0tEs iN fr0nT 0f mE....0nlY t0ucHeD 3 oR 4 paGes.paThetic...i sTill g0t eNgliSh c0mp0 haVen d0.neeD hAnd in bY 14th jUne....i think..and t0daE isH.....11th juNe!!!! hElp......i wAn t0 wRitE bUt tHe pr0blEm iS i dUn0 h0w t0 sTaRt a comp0.....hAix..

we were stranger, starting out on a journey.
never dreaming, what we'd have to go through.
now here we are, i'm suddenly standing...
at the..beginning with you.
no one told me, i was going to find you.
unexpected...what u did to my heart.
when I lost hope...you were there to remind me.
this is the start.....
& life is a road, i wanna keep goin'
love is a river, i wanna keep flowing.
life is a road, now&foreva, wonderful journey.
i'll be there, when the world stops turning...
i'll be there, when the storm is through
in the end, i want to be standing
at the beginning with you.

tHe fLu virUs vEry lihAi.tHink it affectEd mY doG.mY d0g snEEzed contiNuousLy f0r 6 tiMes lAst niTe aNd 9 timEs jUz n0w beF0re dinNer.br0Ke rEc0rD.hAhaHa....so cUte...anywAy g0d blEss mE...mY n0se iS vEry vEry itChy....nEEd t0 go snEEzEd....excUse mE....-_-"

hElp me......fLu virUs visitEd me.....b0riNg dAys aT h0mE.....hAd bEen tHr0wiNg mY tEmpEr aR0uNd tHe h0uSe......g0t t0 c0ntR0l mYself mAnx......

wiSh eilEen g00d luCk f0r hEr vBall mAnx...pplE, prAy f0r hEr......sHe neEds 0uR bEst wiShes.....hEEx :P

so tired after 3 days of sports carnival. titans......tot i wasn't going to survive.but i did it.our team did it.gamma got it.we were the champs for the consecutive 6th year if i am not wrong.so happy....though i having muscleache all over.

1st dAy of sports carnival.

had the individuals.i ran 5km without even knowing the route.shocked when i saw the slope.walked a few times.couldn't catch my breath.came in 14th.not bad lar.den squat-thrust, i did 78.sit-up,did 95. shuttle run, duno timing. incline pull-up, did 22.stitch after shuttle run.hand cramp after incline.applied lots of dEEp hEat.wEnt home den found out toe was bleeding.hEEx...wEnt back to school lata and stay overnite.

2nd dAy.

it started with 28km run.vballers preparing for run.i was sleeping on their bags.so comfortable with the strong wind.haha.i didnt have to run coz i am a titAn.heex.vballers finish running den go home le.left me.PW meeting den find eileen.had nasi lemak opp school for breakfast.den help ot in the pe office.i did nth much.arranged the sizes of the jackets only.slept on them.so comfortable.went to watch badminton after that.they lost but they did well too.especially lisi.felt quite sad for them.back to school for titans after that.team event.the log was damn heavy.applying dEEp hEat throughout the event.did sit-ups, chest-press, bicep curls, shoulder-press and squats.i couldn't do bicep-curls coz of my back.sad manz.but i tahan the rest of the event.we broke record for chest-press, 428.we were like machines going up and down continuously.so steady.gamma won for the day.we were cheering like mad.it boost our morale.so happy!!

3rd dAy.

woke up late.went school late.who cares.den soft volleyball.den volleyball.so sad couldnt play.onli did stretching with them den i need to go for titans le.applied dEEp hEat again.titans team event 7km run.neva run b4 oso.but it wasnt tiring.did it in 44mins 9sec.den watch the guys do log-throw.we were the best, 104 throws.almost twice of the other teams.the guys were so steady at it.last event was log relay.we were second.not bad.watch the telematch.and prize presentation!!surprised that i got 6th for individual.chao xiu got 3rd, the other two got 10th and 7th position i think.titans champions was GAMMA!!!jumping like mad at that time.after so much hard work, it was worth it.overall champion was delta.gamma got second.ate the food after that.so delicious.sherry was down dere da-baoing.so funny.chao xiu didnt eat enough.haha.went home after that.

three days is over.so fast.at first i told myself that i wont join titans next year, but now i will reconsider it.think i will join again next year.nice and happy memories during these 3 days.miss titAns.miss my titAns mAtes.miss dEEp hEat.we fought together and we won.really miss the whole event.hope next year titAns will come fAster.......

vEry l0nG nEva visiT mY dEareSt bl0g lE.s0 bUsy. s0 sTrEsseD. s0 c0nfUsed. 0H mY g0d....wAd's hAppEninG???!!

lasT lAst wEdneSdAy 27thApril wEnt 0ut wiTh eIleEN liSi aNd tHeir fRiend. aTe t0W hUay, diMsUm, pizzA aNd r0ti b0y. wEnt kEluN's h0usE t0 wAtCh dVd. s0 fUn. liHuI j0iNeD uS dUrinG diMsUm. eNj0yEd tHat dAy. neXt dAy vBall b0yS sEmi-fNals. tHey w0n aJc 3-2 aNd g0t iNt0 finAls. fElt s0 hAppy f0r tHem. bUt sAd f0r mY tEam. wAdsmoRe JJ g0t iNt0 finAls.

fRidAy p0n sCh. tHurSdAy niTe wAs mSginG zZ aNd sHe sAe sHe wiLL g0 sCh tHe neXt dAY tH0uGh sHe sAd. dEn m0rNing cAme. Zz's mSg thAt shE ovErslEpt aNd wAs aT h0mE. s0 cUte~wH0lE dAy wAs spEnt cHattiNg wiTh hEr, d0inG s0mE hMwk aNd hElp mY mUm wiTh gR0cEry. h0w niCe t0 bE aT h0mE 0n a fRidAY. plUs lab0uR dAY 0n m0nDay, i rEstEd f0r 4 dAys iN a r0w. m0ndAy wEnt tRng dEn aTe aT tHai eXpRess. iN tHe eNd wEnt aiRp0rT t0 sTudY wiTh r0n, cH00nfU, iSabElla, aGatHa aNd wAntinG.

tHe rEst 0f tHe wEek wAs tErribLe. dUrinG leSs0ns i wAs liKe hUh hErE hUh tHere. i nEva d0 ec0nS hMwk, cHem hMwk, physiCs hMwk. i wAs t0tally liKe a bLur s0t0nG. g0t bAck ec0ns tEst wHich i c0pied fr0m tHe n0teS duRing tHe tEst dE, i fAileD 9/25. tHursDay cHem tEst, fRidAY physiCs tEst. g0inG t0 d0 bAdLy f0r b0tH.

fridAy aFter phYsics mAkeup m0cK sPa, wEnt t0 wATch m0viE "h0usE 0f WAX" witH isAbElla, aGatha, wAnting, shAr0n, qiaoyi, yEnlinG, r0n, ch00nfU aNd bEnjamiN. tHe st0ry ploT wAs nicE aNd tHe picTuRes aNd aCti0n aNd bl00d Was eVen nicER. s0 c00l. tHe bl00d aLL fl0w liKe tAp wAtEr dE. n0t vEry sCaRy f0r mE. bUt i wAs scAred bY yEnliNg. sHe wAs sittinG bEsidE mE. hEr sCrEAms wEre tErrible. n0 w0nDer n0b0dY dArEs t0 siT witH hEr. i alm0st bEc0mE dEaf. tHat wAs still 0K uNtil hAlfwAy i l0wEr mY hEad aNd l00k d0Wn aT mY leG. i sAw a heAd in fR0nT 0f mE. iT wAs yEnliNg's hEad. sHe wAs lEaning t0wArds mE. dEn iT g0t w0rSe. sHe sUddEnly h0ld mY hAnd. sCare tHe hEll 0uT 0f mE. i fAstEr sHake hEr hAnd 0ff. tHink sHe cAn 0nlI wAtch sCarY m0viE wiTh hEr b0YfriEnd. aFtEr m0viE wEnt t0 eat l0ng j0hNs. dEn sh0p dEn wEnt h0mE. sit bUs 8 witH sCary yEnling. tHe buS wAs rEally fAstEr dEn tHE rESt. reAcH h0mE in aB0ut 40 mins.

t0dAy dEcidEd n0t t0 g0 tRng. wEnt 0uT t0 bUy tHinGs dEn bAckEd h0mE t0 d0 hmwk. didn't d0 muCh.

ineFficient syStem 0f mE.

aCtually i dUn fEel liKe g0iNg tAiwAn lE. c0z 0f s0mE pr0bleMs. s0methiNg hAppeNeD aNd maDe mE cHangE mY minD aB0ut g0inG t0 tAiwAn. jUz n0W mY fAtHer cAme bAck aNd hE sAid s0mEthing wHich wAs fUnny 0nlY pHysicAlly. i lAugHed bUt dEep d0Wn iN mY hEart i fElt it, i kn0w h0w hE fEels. rEally cAn't fiNd aNy w0Rds t0 dEscriBe mY fEeliNgs n0w..........

Long tiMe nEva bl0G l0. t0dAe iS sAtuRdAy aNd hErE i aM on tHe c0mpUtEr. nAti0nals iS 0vEr lE. wE r 0uT. cAn't bElieVe iT. w0n mJ, l0sT t0 Jj & aJ. s0mE tHinGs aRe jUz fAtEd t0 bE. t0 tHe yEar1s, w0rK hArd f0r nExt yEar bA. wE cAn d0 iT dE. nExt yEar's g0Al iS t0p f0uR. yEar2s, iTs a piTy tHat wE cAn gEt iN. bUt iN mY miNd, t0gEtHer wE r a sTr0nG aNd g00D tEam.

nAti0nAls 0vEr. bUsy wiTh w0rK l0. 0wE l0ts 0F hMwk. g0t bAck cHem tEst, i fAilEd tErriBly, 11/26. nEed t0 cAtcH uP lE. tHis wEekeNd g0t eNg, cHem aNd maThs hMwk t0 finisHed. m0n g0t ec0nS tEst!!! i hAvEn eVen sTarTeD 0n 0nE w0Rd. wAdsm0Re, t0dAe g0t cLass bBq. g0inG 0uT tiLL lAte. dUn tHink i g0inG t0 sTudY 0R d0 aNy w0rK aFtEr tHat. :X

g0T mY PW gR0up. aT firSt t0t tHeY vEry sLacK de. bUt i cAme t0 rEaLised tHat wE 4 pErs0n t0gEtHer maKes a hAppY fAmilY. wE wErE all vEry eNthu. hAd firsT mEetinG lAst niTe 0nlinE. cAme Up wiTh a 3 t0piCs. wE wEre aCtuAlly sNatChinG t0 d0 tHe PIs. cAn u bElieVed iT??? mUz d0 wEll f0r PW. mY gR0up's AimS aNd G0alS: A1 f0R eVery0Ne. eNj0Y bEinG iN tHe gR0up. iT a hArdw0rKinG aNd fUnny gr0up. U wUn gEt b0Red beiNg iN iT. hAha. wiTh j0kErs aNd lAmeRs ar0uNd. i bElieVed i Am 0nE 0f Them. HeeX....

n0 traininG tHeSe fEw dAys. h0pe wE cAn sTart tRaininG eArliEr. i hAve bEen eAtiNg al0T tHeSe fEw dAys dUe t0 dEpRessi0n. gR0winG fAtter lE. tJ boYs tEam iN qUaRtErs. w0n 1 mAtch. sTill g0t vJc aNd NyjC t0 wiN. h0pE tHey can gEt inT0 t0p f0uR. i bElieVe tHey cAn d0 iT dE aNd mAkE Tj vBall tEam pr0uD. nExt yEar tHe GiRls wiLL aLs0 mAke tHe Team pr0uD. yEa~

i cAnn0t c0ncEntratE 0n eVerythinG tHat i diD tHeSe fEw dAys. nEvA slEEp iN leCtUres lE bUt dReaM iN iT. tUt0riAls aRe s0 b0riNg, i aM alwaYs cRappiNg iN tUt0riAls. nEva fAil t0 sLeep wHen d0iNg hMwk eVerydAy. vBall iS in a mEss f0r mE, dUn fEel rEady f0r c0mpEtiti0n yEt aNd c0mpEtiti0n sTarTs nExt wEek. sHit...

t0dAe sUx mAn. pHysiCs tut0riAl i nEva d0 tHe w0rK aNd i cAnt sEEm t0 uNdErsTand wAd tHe tUt0r iS taLkiNg abT. gP 0s0. dUn uNdErsTand wAd tut0r taLkiNg aBt. dUhn0 wAd liNkeRs aNd qUalifiErs dE. s0 iRRitAting aNd sHe kEEp aSkinG mE t0 aNswEr s0mEm0Re. dReAmiNg iN cHem lECtuRe aNd i 0s0 dUn hAve thE nEw n0tEs. maThs wAs finE c0z i nEva sLeep bUt vEry b0riNg. eC0ns leCtuRe iS tHe w0rsE. tHe leCtuRer wH0 hAppeNs t0 bE mY tut0r wAs rAttlinG 0n liKe a tRain. s0 fAst. i wAs tRyiNg t0 cAtch wAd sHe wAs sAyinG, lEaving l0tS 0f ???? aB0vE my hEad. pHysiCs lEctUre wAs tHe laSt lEss0n 0f tHe dAy. i cAnn0t tAhAn aNym0Re s0 i juz sLepT. tErribLe dAy iN sCh00l~

wEnt t0 cUt mY hAir. tHe idi0tiC pErs0n cUt mY hAir t00 sh0rT f0r s0mE paRts aNd 0w vEry hArd t0 tiE. dAmn iT. bUt 0vErAll wAs 0kiE.

1500m 0N tUesDay. tHat rAcHEl TANG, a biG fAt sUckEr, sHe g0t cHampi0n. w0n d0nGxiAng bY hAlf a f00T. sHe s0 aTtituDe, sEE hEr fAce u will fEel liKe pUkiNg. i g0t 6th 0r 7th niax. vEry l0usY. mR g0h wAnt mE t0 rUn X-c0uNtRy. i sTill c0nsidEriNg. iTs 0n 13 apRil lEhx, iN btW vBall c0mpEtit0n. sH0ulD i j0in??? hEEx....

sEeing hiM in sCh00l iS aLwaEs a HI 0r a BYE niAx. k lA. bEttEr dEn nTh. aNiwAe, mE nEEd t0 c0ncEntRate m0Re 0n mY sTudiEs. MUz d0 hMWk!!!!!

sH0ulD i bE hAppy 0r sAd??? hiS mEssAge lEft mE wiTh l0tS 0f t0ts. i aM vEry c0nfUsEd n0W. aNyb0dY wAnts t0 hElp mE s0lVe tHis pr0bLem?? i Realli nEed hElp. dUn tHink i aM g0inG t0 bE iN tHe m00D f0r vBall iF i d0 n0t gEt tHis clEar. -_-

n0t iN tHe m00d t0 uPdAte n0w. sHall d0 iT s0mEdAy. cYaz.

sAw eUnicE's bl0G. wElc0me wElc0mE. i sTill rEalli h0pe u cAn c0mE bAck t0 tJ. dUn givE uP. sTill g0t cHancE. al0t 0f mY fRiends aPpeAleD iN. if u cAnn0t eNtEr tJ, i g0nnA miSS yA l0tS. mY dEar dEar eUnicE, g0nnA miSS u tHis tEddY bEar, miSs yA cHubbY cHeekS, misS uR lAugHtErs, miSS u sCrEAmiNg aT mE, aNd m0sTly miSS irriTatiNg u (eSpEciAlly iN leCtuRe tEsts, rEmembEr eC0nS??). i wAntEd t0 cRy wHen i rEad uR bl0g. i aGree witH aGathA. liFe's jUst uNfaiR. eUnicEeeEeeee.........l0vE yA l0tS!!!! ^_^

tUeSdAy's tRainiNg. s0mE weRe hAppy, s0mE weRe sAd. rAchEl, cHeeR uP. dUn sTrEss ursElf. u aRe d0iNg fiNe.

0RieNtAti0n 2 wAs fUn eXcepT tHat al0t 0f pplE p0n. fiRst dAy g0t tAlks s0 aBit b0rinG. mY clAss g0t 10 nEw ppLe. aLL vEry fUn ppLe. aCtuAlly sEc0nD dAy didn'T wAn t0 g0. bUt cHun KiaT bEg mE t0 g0. hE clAn lEadEr lEhx. s0mEm0Re mY clAssmAte f0r tw0 yEars lE. muZ supp0Rt hIm aNd hElp hiM mA. s0 i wEnt. cAn't blame mE, i tHis pErs0n s0fT-hEarTed dE. hAHa. yEnliNg wAs mY clAss'S OGL. sHe kEna bUlly mY mE liKe siA0. aMaziNg rAce, cG 31 g0t tHirD. w0A~!! cHeErs mAn!! bUt wE cHeAtEd aLL tHe wAy. hAha. bUt tHis sH0wS tHat 0uR cG iS quitE b0nDeD lE. hAha. 0nE 0F tHe 2nd iNtAkErs eVen iNvEntEd cHeer f0r tHe clAn. bUt iTs a c0uNtEr chEer lA. hAHa. lEarnEd tW0 mAss dAncE. m0ndAy g0t wEt gAmes. dUn fEel liKe g0ing. sHall mAke mY dEcisi0n lAteR laTer lAteR.....

tMl g0t tRainiNg. sAt 0s0 g0t. n0 m0Re eUnicE. h0W???? 1 lEss pErs0n t0 pLay wiTh mE lE. cann0t iRritaTe hEr lE. hAix!

SundAy. wEnt w00dlAnds. cYcled aRounD tHe neigHb0urh00d. cYclEd pAst tHe sp0rtS sCh00l. w0A~! iT wAs vEry biG. i s0 jEal0uS. tHe tRack wAs niCe witH tHe s0ccEr fiEld whiCh iS bEttER dEn tHe 0nE tHey uSed f0r tiGer Cup. hAha. bEsidE iT wAs Inn0vA Jc, uNdEr c0nsTructi0n. 0s0 vEry biG. cYclEd till tHis r0aD wHere u cR0ss 0vEr, iTs MarsiliNg. u cR0ss bAck, iTs aDmirAltY. s0 c00l~. imAginE iF i wEre t0 sTay iN tHe middLe 0f tHe r0aD. wHeRe wiLL i bE? cycLed t0 viSta pArk. al0t 0F plAygr0unD. tHe plAygr0unD wAs vEry fUn. 0Ne wAs tHe rAbbiT tUnnEl wHich n0W iS n0t aVailaBle t0 cliMb iN c0z iT is filleD witH cEment lE. aN0tHer tEap0t 0s0. mY c0usiN t0ld mE c0z t00 maNy c0uplEs d0iNg "tHingS" iNsiDe, s0 iT wAs filleD uP wiTh cEmenT. plAygr0uNd rEminDs mE 0f mY primAry sCh00l dAys. lAst tiMe iN cH0nG b00n pRi, bEhinD g0t l0ts 0F plAygR0uNd. pLay tiLL kEna sc0ldEd bY mY mUm f0r n0t g0inG h0mE. p5 tRansfEred t0 p0icHing sCh00l. nEighb0urh00d g0t eVen m0rE plAygr0unDs. eVerydAy aFtEr sCh00l plAy tiLL siA0. lAst tiMe i 0s0 nEva tHink 0f mYsElf bEinG a pErs0n wH0 l0vEs vBall s0 muCh. i wAs 0nCe a plAyEr kEna kiCk 0uT 0f ccA bY c0aCh dE. c0z i p0n m0sT 0f tHe tRaininGs. i wAs a vEry nAugHty gAl. n0W cAn sAe bEttEr lE. gR0Wn t0 bE gUai^ liAo. hAhAha.

t0Dae nAugHty aGain. wEnt f0r less0nS tiLL 10.30 niAx. tHe rEst 0f tHe lEss0nS p0n. b0uGht uNif0rm, tHe maTeriAl vEry wierD. dEn slAck iN cAntEen. aFtEr tHat wEnt cHar's h0uSe. plAyEd p00l. tRied c0pyiNg n0Tes bUt eNd uP rEadinG lihUi's leTTer t0 cHarlenE. dEn vEry tiRed, c0z m0rniNg wEnt t0 sCh00l bY mYselF. fEll aSleep 0n cHar's bEd. tHe rEst wErE plAyinG mAhj0nG eXcept f0r cHar. n0t sUre wAd sHe wAs d0inG. tHink sHe duG 0ut hEr ph0to Album's s0 tHat sHe cAn sh0w lihUi. b0tH lihUi aNd cHar aRe rEalli wieRd. tHey wRite al0t t0 eAch 0tHer bUt i sEld0m sEE tHem tAlk fAce t0 fAce witH eAch 0tHer. sLeep, w0kE uP, wEnt h0mE. hMMmmm. b0rr0Wed tHe cHem n0Tes fR0m sHar0n. hEEx. t0dAe p0n cHem lEctuRe. cHam liAoz. i dUn uNdErsTand tHe cHapTer. hAha. laTa g0 c0pY n0tEs lE.

hAix~. i hAve a 0lDer bR0tHer. bUt i still wiSh i hAve a 0ldEr sistEr. iT w0ulD bE m0Re fUn. imAginE tHe diFFerEnce bTw a bR0tHer aNd a sisTer. maYbE sisTers aRe fAr m0Re c0ncErn aBt u aNd u cAn sHaRe uR t0ts wiTh tHem. iF 0nlY i hAve a siStEr, i wiLL hAvE l0tS 0f t0ts t0 sHaRe wiTh hEr. h0w i wiSh i hAvE 0nE~!! jUz liKe aNy0nE 0F tHe vBall sEni0Rs cAn lE. tHey aRe aLL s0 niCe. mAybE i l0nGeD f0r a 0lDer sisTer t00 muCh lE, s0 0ftEn i eNj0Yed tHe c0mpAny 0f sEni0Rs. haa. bUt h0w sAd i dUn hAvE 0nE.

t0dAe sAw hIm a fEw tiMes. bUt dUn0 wHy. i dUn dAre t0 l00k aT hiM. hAix. n0w rEgRetiNg. i pEepEd. aNd i sAw hiM wAitinG t0 wAve t0 mE. bUt i diDn't tUrn aR0uNd. sAd sAd sAd.

tMl p0sTinGs 0uT lE. tHink tHeRe aRe n0 leSs0ns tMl. bUt wE sTill hAvE t0 g0 sCh00l. dUnn0 f0r wAd. bUt nVm. aFtErn00n g0t tRaining 0s0. g0inG t0 prAy f0r eUniCe t0niTe.... h0Pe sHe gEts int0 tJ !!

bEc0me a gUai kiA t0dAe. sTayeD at h0me aNd stUdy. w0kE uP at 10 plUs 11. mY mUm wAs vEry n0isY. aSkeD mE t0 g0 eAt lUnch with hEr. aFtEr lunCh cAme h0mE rEvisE eC0ns tiLL i slEEp 0n tHe bEd. w0kE uP aT aBt 4 plUs. diD maThs tiLL aBt 7. hAd mY 0Wn dinnEr. wAtch tHe 9 o'cl0cK sh0w. lAst ePisodE lE. s0 t0ucHing~. eNj0yEd it al0t. a vEry r0mAntic endiNg.

n0w i aM vEry b0rEd aNd tHe paRt 0n mY hAnd sTuNg bY tHe wAsp dUring cAmp iSh n0w vEry vEry itChy. s0mE0nE hElp mE !!! jUz hElp mE sCratCh....

i cAnt st0p thinkiNg. HmmMm.... mAybE it iS jUz fAted. hE diD wAveD t0 mE. bUt hE jUz rEfusEd t0 tAlk t0 mE. iS hE sHy 0R ???? hAix. iT is s0 hEart-bReakiNg. i aM vEry c0nfUsed. hE kn0Es aNd s0 d0 i kn0e. maYbe i sH0uld jUz f0rgEt aBt hiM aNd g0 0n witH mY liFe with0uT hiM. -_-;

cAmp iS 0vEr. bAck h0me t0 mY c0zY bEd. hAha. s0 hAppiE. 3 dAys 2 niTes. tRainiNg, eAt, plAy, sLeep. cyCliNg witH eiLeen iS jUz s0 mUch fUn. hAha. sHe vEry pr0, cAn fEtcH 2 ppLe aT a tiMe. slEEpiNg wAs vEry c0lD. c0lD till u cAn fReeze liKe iCe. fiRst niTe, wAtch vBall vidEo dEn pLay aWhile, g0 slEep lE. aGatHa br0uGht sLeepinG bAg aS blankEt aNd iN tHe eNd sHe nEva usEd. i fEel s0 bAd. i nEva uSed muCh f0r fiRst niTe 0s0. rAcHel, zZ dEn mE. miDniTe i pUll tHe blAnkEt dEn rAchEl sIt uP aNd l00k s0 fiErce. dEn i dUn dArE pull aNym0Re lE. sHe s0 sCaRy....

sEc0nD niTe m0rE fUn. hAd bArcArdi aNd sUppEr, y0U tiAo aNd tAo hUay. s0 dElici0uS~ aTe al0T dUriNg cAmp. fAt lE. hAha. sLeepiNg tHat tiMe is aGatHa, mE dEn zZ. g00d mAnx. i wAs in tHe middLe. s0 wArm. hAha. n0 nEeD t0 sNatcH blAnkeT. bUt miDniTe sAw zZ siTtiNg uP liKe vEry c0lD. s0 0ffEreD hEr s0mE bLankEt. aNd wE tHrEE eNdeD uP sLeepIng iN a tRiaNglE. hAha.

t0dAe wAs laSt dAy 0F cAmp. aFtEr tRAiniNg wAs vEry tiRed. wEnt h0mE t0 bAthe fiRst. aCtuAlly g0t g0 wAtcH m0viE aNd eAt 0ut wiTh mY fRieNds dE. mY mUm c00kEd aNd i didN't hAd en0uGh slEep, aBiT AP. s0 sTayEd aT h0mE. sLeep tiLL dinnEr tiMe. n0W vEry aWakE. dinnEr t0dAe iS niCe. aTe a wH0le fUll b0Wl 0F riCe. vEry fUll~ n0w sTill hAvEn digEst finiSh, cAn fEel tHe st0maCh bl0aTed.

tiMe flieS mAnx. t0dAe iS tHurSdAy. tMl iS fridAy. dEn sAt, sUn. sCh rEopEns 0n m0ndAy. s0 fAst. i hAvEn eNj0Y mY h0lidAys eN0ugH.

jiNqUan aNd yEnliNg's gRandmA diEd 0n tUesDay. g0d blEss tHem. hE l00k s0 sAd wHen i sAw hiM iN sCh00l. jiE Ai sHun biAn. dUn tHink s0 mUch lA. hAix~

i KillEd a fLy bEf0rE dinNeR t0dAe.....iT lAndEd 0N tHe wind0W aNd i "sMackEd" , iT diEd. fEEl sAd f0R 'tHe fLy'. bUt iT wAs irritAtiNg mE. t00 bAd~

tHis iS jUz t0 kEEp tRaCk tHat 'tHE fLy' wAs tHe fiRst 0nE i KillEd iN mY wh0lE liFe. g0D bLeSs iT. maY iT rEst iN peAcE..........

h0lidAys!! g00D. cAn rEst. bUt g0t s0mE hMwK. dUn rEalli plAn t0 d0. aNywAy dId s0mE le. hAhaHa.

0nE wEek. 4 tRaininGs. sAturDay wEnt lAte c0z i c0ulDn't wAke uP. s0 dAmn tirEd. tRaininGs witH0ut eilEEn iS s0 weiRd. s0 qUieT. rEstiNg f0r 2 dAys=> yTd aNd t0dAe. tRainiNg sTaRts tMl aGain.

tMl got vBall cAmp. tMl g0t 4IT sEnt0sA 0utiNg. wHy mUz eVerytHinG bE cRamp t0gEtHer?? i hAftA ch00sE cAmp 0r sEnt0sA. i aM sAddEr n0w. i rEalli wAnnA g0 sEnt0sA 0utiNg. c0z iT wiLL bE vEry fUn. vBall cAmp iS jUz Vball. hAix~ sAd sAd sAd. hAvE t0 g0 tRainiNg. n0 cH0iCe. nAti0nAls c0miNg. vBall cAmp. n0 pPlE t0 sEe. tHinK s0mE yEar2s didn't wAnt cAmp. tHey sH0ulD hAf sAiD n0. dEn i wUn bE liKe wAd i Am n0w. DreadinG g0inG t0 sEnt0sA~..

tHat dAy wAs hiS birTHdAy. b0uGht pResEnt f0r hiM. aGatHa hElpeD mE witH iT. 0k lAr. g0D blEss hiM.

tMl's sEnt0sA 0UtinG............i wAnnA g0...................i rEalli wAnnA g0.............................rEalli wAnnA wAnnA g0..........................................rEalli wAnnA g00oo0o0o0..............................................................................-_-;

i aM vEry sAd. i aM m0viNg t0 yiShun. aNd i hAte iT. i hAtE tHe wh0lE thinG 0f m0vinG h0usE. yisHun aNd tJc is liKe milEs awAy. wTf. i aM s0 pisSed 0ff. cAn't tHey m0vE t0 tHe eAst??. yiShuN is s0 iNc0nveniEnt. i aM g0inG t0 hAte g0inG h0mE. 0h mAn. cAn s0mE0nE hElp mE???

i aM sAd sAd Sad... i fEel liKe cRyiNg. i cRieD lAst niTe lE. f0rGet iT. wHy iS mY w0rLd cHangiNg lidDat?? i hAtE mY lifE!!! i simpLy jUz hAte eVerytHinG.

g0t baCk resUlts. L1R5=>9. bUt eNgliSh g0t C5. s0 dAmn diSgUstiNG. i sUx aT eNglisH. i bLuff eiLeen i g0t 15. sHe aNd mY aNgel wEnt t0 gEt appEal f0rm f0r mE. hAhaHa. i aM s0 t0ucHed. l0lx. nExt dAy i wAs alm0sT kiLLed bY tHem.

al0t 0f mY friEnds leAvinG tJc lE. sAd mAnx. s0mE didn't eVen b0tHer t0 c0mE t0 sCh f0R tHe wH0lE wEek. aLL r0T aT h0mE. bUt i Am sTayiNg. hAve t0 c0Me t0 sCh eVen if i Dun fEEl liKe. hAix. mY mUm wAn mE t0 g0 t0 0tHer sCh00lS tHaT aRe neArEr. bUt iN thE eNd sUrE iS i wiN dE. i t0lD hEr iF i dUn g0 t0 tHe sCh00l i liKe, i wUn sTudY wEll dE. sHe hAf n0 cH0iCE. hMmMMmm. sEri0uSly it iS rEallY vEry fAr. bUt i dUn miNd la. hAHa.

wEdneSdAY hAd frieNdlY wiTh TP. l0sT m0sT 0f iT. but nVm. wE cAn d0 bEttEr neXt tiMe. :P tHuRsDay i rEfuSed t0 g0 f0r cR0ss c0uNtrY tRaininG. i wAtChEd tHem tRain niAx. hAHa. i aM suCh a laZy bUm. fRidAe n0 tRaininG. wAtCh vidE0. dEn wEnt mAc. dEn baCk t0 sCh f0r gAmmA h0usE fuNti0n. g0t bReakdAncinG, hip-h0p. c00l manx. dEn eVerb0dY wAs dAncinG. tHe f00d wAs vEry dElici0uS, tHe beSt paRt 0f tHe wh0lE eVEnt. haHa.

sAturDay traininG. aLL yeAr 1s eXcept f0r liHui. eilEen tHe liVe rAdi0 wAs n0t tHere. cAn u bElieVe h0w qUiet tHe tRainiNg cAn bE??? iMaGinE h0w cAn wE hAvE tRainiNgs witH0uT eilEEn. wEnT sUntEc t0 eAt bAn miAn aFtEr tHat. dEn wAlk aR0uNd aNd h0mE. dinnEr aT h0mE. s0 delici0uS~. bUt i wAs aCtuAlly quiTe fUll dUrinG dinnEr. tHe f00d wAs s0 niCe tHat i cAnn0t c0ntr0l mYself. eAt tiLL bl0aTeD. l0lx.

lAtA hAftA wRitE leTTer t0 mY aNGel aNd m0rTal lE. buZy wiTh tEsts tHeSe fEw dAes. tHuRsdAy cHem SPA teSt. fRidAy eC0ns tEsT wHicH i sUrE fAil De. g0t bAck cHem tEst 0n friDay. g0t 23/24. n0t bAd. sh0Ws tHat i g0t stuDy. hAHa. sTudy hAlFwaY sLeep tHat kinD. bUt tHe tEst iS all cAlculAti0n niAx. s0 n0t vEry haRd. hAhahA.

tHe m0re U ppLe meSsaGe mE, tHe m0Re w0RRieD i bEc0mE.

0H mAnx!!

sT0p mEssAgiNg mE.

aLL i nEed iS juZ 0Ne mEsSaGe fr0m a pArtiCulaR pErs0n, aNd tHeRe wiLL bE n0 w0RriEs iN mE.

bUt eVen iF i wAiT tiLL tHe sKy dr0pS, i kn0E i wiLL nEvA rEceiVeD 0nE.............

hAd a fEw teSt aNd t00k bAck a fEw tEst papERs lE. ec0ns 11/25. maThs 13/20. cHem 5/15. c00l aHx. bUt i tHink i nEVa fAil tHe sEc0nD cHem tEst c0z i fEel tHat i diD wEll. hAha. vBall tRaiNinG 0n tUeSdAy fRidAy. sAturDay hAd fRieNdlY wiTh sT.hildA's aGaiN. vEry tiReD wEek.

yEstErdAy aFtEr fRieNdlY wEnt t0 hAvE kFc dEn wAtCh hiDe aNd seek. vEry niCe sh0W. i w0UlD giVe iT 4/5. wAtCh iT wiTh aGaTha aNd sHe wAs s0 fUnnY. kEep c0vErinG hEr fAcE thr0uGh 0uT tHe sh0W.

i hAd bEen wAitinG f0r tHe 0 rEsulTs tHe wh0lE wEek. FinaLLy c0miNg 0uT tMl lE. h0pE i cAn pAss mY eNgliSh. g0D dAmn i Am s0 w0rRiEd. h0Pe i wUn cRy tmL. 0H mAnx........

HappY vAlEntiNe's dAy!!!!

t0dAe wAs sUch a diFfeRenT dAy. i wEnt t0 sCh aNd wAs fillEd wiTh sWeeTs aNd cAndiEs. cHarlEne gAve mE a vBall maDe 0f clAy witH !n0.15! 0n iT. s0 cUte. hAha. tHankS l0tS. cHer gAve a higHligHtEr i wiTh a wHeel piNnEd 0n. s0 sWeet~ qiaoYi gAve mE sWeets. rEceivEd chocolaTe fr0m liHUi 0s0. hAha. eVeryb0dY waS s0 nicE eXcepT f0r s0mE pplE lA. aNd i aM hErE t0 aGreE witH wAd liYuaN sAe. s0mE pplE rEalli 0uGht t0 g0 eAt sHit. wAs dAmn sAd. bUt f0rgEt iT. wEnt sh0ppiNg aFtEr sCh dEn sAw lihUi, jAss aNd s0mE seni0Rs at aDidAs. wAs aBt t0 g0 0Ff t0 fiNd fRieNdS f0r dinNer lE. sAw tHem aNd i wAs al0Ne. s0 pAisEH. fAstEr wAlk 0ff. aNyWae rEaCh h0mE aT aBt 8 plUs.

tMl g0t cHem tEst. hAvEn sTudY yEt. dia0o~ sHall d0 iT aFtEr tHis. haHa. sAw s0mE niCe t0pS t0dAe bUt didn't hAd en0uGh m0nEy. s0 cAnn0t bUy. s0 sAd. hAHa. gTg sTudY lE. laCk 0F tiMe. slEEpiNg laTe t0niTe aNd slEEp iN leCtuRes tmL. hAHa.

p0n maThs tUt0riAl todAe. tHink nEed leTter. deAd lE. i g0t n0 eXcUsE. ~S0S~~

wEnT tEmplE t0dAe. s0 sm0kY aNd i haTe iT t0tAlly. maBbE i shlD g0 cHurCh. hAHa. cHangE mY rEligi0n. n0 lA. jUz kiDdinG'. aT niTe wEnt t0 visiT mY aUntiE. mY litTle c0usiN vEry cuTe. sHe pRi.3 tis yEaR. tEach hEr d0 Hmwk dEn liStEn t0 c0nvErSati0ns aNd bAck h0mE. qUitE siaNx. tMl g0t sCh. siGh~

nExT tUeSdaY g0t cHem tEst. hAvEn lEarn. bUt 1 cHapteR 0nlY. nEvA miNd. tMl dEn rUsH. hAhA. dUn fEel liKe sTudYinG n0w. tHuRsDay g0t phYsics tEst. 1 cHaptEr 0s0. hAvEn leArn 0s0. haHahA. rElaX lA. firSt tHrEe m0ntHs niAx. plAy fiRst. hAHahA. :P

i sTill g0t l0aDs 0F hMwk n0T d0nE. n0t iN tHe m00d t0 d0. fEel liKe sh0ppiNg. tMl mAbBe g0inG 0uT wiTh fRieNds. dUn thiNk tHaT peRs0n wiLL cAre aBt tMl s0 i 0s0 nEvA prEpaRe aNytHinG. f0rgEt iT mAn. hAha.

tHursdAy wAs so siaNx. wEnt t0 aUnties' h0usE. eAt dRink wAtch tV. s0 b0riNg. 0nlY tHe bReakfAst wAs nicE. hAd kFc. hAhA. fEi lE.

fRidAy. sCh wAs s0 tiRinG. n0t iN tHe m00D t0 hAvE leSs0nS. p0n pE wHicH wAs sWimmiNg. i didn't eVen g0 t0 sWimmiNg c0mplEx. haHa. 0s0 luCky tHaT i didn't wEnt t0 sWim. tHe rEst 0f tHe vbAllErs 0s0 neVa juMp int0 wAtEr dE. aLL gaVe laMe eXcuSeS. i hAd bReAkfAst aT the 0pp0sitE maRkeT dEn wEnt t0 sCh slAck. tAp cArd aT aBt 9. mY eXcuSe f0r sWimmiNg iS g0inG t0 bE "i w0kE uP lAtE s0 i wEnt sTraiGht t0 sCh f0r sEc0nD peRi0d." hAhA. clEvEr mE. cLap** hAhaHa. lEss0nS tHe rEst 0f tHe dAy dEn p0n PW wEnt f0r luNch aNd tRainiNg in aFtErn00n. traininG sUx. sH0uldn't haVe g0nE. t00 l0nG neVa plAy. i l0sT t0ucH le. sUx sUx sUx. i sUx aT vBall. aFtEr tRaininG wEnt mR.fUng's h0usE t0 tAke aNgba0. plAnned t0 eAt sTeamb0aT bUt eVeRy0ne wAs laZy t0 c00k s0 0rdEred piZzA. s0mE wAtCh tHe 'sAd' cArt00n wHicH thEy wErE sEeing wh0 will cRy. hAha. i didn't wAtCh c0z i sCaRed i cRy. hahA. n0 lA. i wEnt t0 plaY cArDs dEn aT tHe eNdinG 0f tHe sH0w dEn i g0 in aNd sEe wh0 crY. bUt n0 0nE cRiEd. n0 fUn 0nE. hAHa. aTe pizzA aNd tHe bEEh00n aUntie c00kEd. s0 delici0uS~ 0s0 aTe thE CNY c00kiEs. alm0st finishEd thEm. drAnk j0llY shAndY whiCh i nEva driNk f0r yeArs lE. s0 tAstY~ hAhAhA. dEn s0mE gAmblEd. i Watch tV aLL tHe wAy witH aGatHa, rAchEl, eilEen aNd siTi. wAtChEd finiShEd tHe lAst epis0De 0F 'mY lUcky cHaRm' dEn wEnt h0mE. rEaCh h0mE aT 11 plUs. f0uNd 0uT tHat mY mUm c00k dinnEr. i wAs likE dAmn iT. i wAnT t0 eAt l0rx. bUt sHe leAve tW0 cHickEn winGs f0r mE. s0 nicE. hAha. dr00liNg* hAhahAHa. dEn i bAth eAt aNd slEep. fAttEninG aHx.......

sAturDay isH t0dAe. slEEp tiLL 10 plUs. w0kE uP. rEmEmbEr g0t r0aD rUn tRouGh. hAHa. wEnt t0 rUn 8 r0uNds 0f sTadiUm. wEnt h0mE bATh. wEnt 0uT aGain. mEet mY frieNds aT citY hAll. i wAs laTe bY 40 plUs minUtEs. bUt nVm. s0me 0tHErs wErE laTer dEn mE. wEnt sUntEc hAd dinnEr. i hAd fiSh n00dlEs aNd a b0Wl 0f deSsErt. dEn wEnt t0 eSplaNade t0 bUy haaGen.dAzs icE-cReam. wE b0ugHt 5 tUbs witH tHe v0ucHer. g0t 5 difF fLav0urS- mAng0, sTraWbErry, t0ffEe, c00kiEs'n'cRemE, nUt. wE sAt iN a ciRclE wiTh 20 pplE dEn paSs tHe tuBs 0f iCe cReaM aR0uNd. aTe tiLL bl0aTed. tHe maNg0 wAs finiShEd fiRsT. iT wAs tHe m0St wElc0mE 0nE. haHa. waLk t0 tHe mErli0n aNd t00k pH0t0s aNd wEnt h0mE. rEaChEd h0mE aT 10 plUs 11.

jUz n0W 0N tHe wAy t0 eSplaNaDe sAw pplE bReAkdAnciNg in The tunnEl. th0uGht 0f laSt yEaR. HAha. i wAs aCtuAlly lEarniNg bReakdAncinG wiTh bEnjAmiN. lEarn a fEw fReezEs. l0lx. bUt hUrT mY bAck aNd haNd. dEn st0ppEd. s0 n0w sTill hAvinG a wEak bAck. mY bAck will bReAk aNytiMe dE. dUn plAy plAy. haHa. bUt i stiLL quiTe dEv0tEd t0 bReAkdANce leHx. bUt 0nlY wAtCh. mayBe waiT f0r this juNe bA. wHen i gEt bEtter. n0w c0ncEntRatE 0n vBall wHicH i cAnn0t plaY wEll. n0t s0 stR0ng liKe laSt yEar lE. sAd maNx. bUt i will d0 mY beSt. hAhAha.

tUeSdAy wAs rEuni0n dinnEr. w0o00oAaAAa. i aTe tiLL bl0aTeD. tHe sTeamb0aT. hAhAhaha. s0 l0nG neVa eAt liddAt lE. dRank 2.5 b0ttlEs 0F bArcArdi. mY mUm dRank 0.5 0F miNe. hAha. nVm. mY bR0tHer's giRlfriEnd cAme aNd sHe w0rE s0 sExY. hMmm. iT wAs jUz eAt aNd dRinK lA. nTh mUch bUt i wAs s0 hAppY. nEvA gEt hiGh lA. hEng mAnx. mY mUm wAs liKe tEllinG mE aBt bEinG cArEfUl iF i g0t g0 pUb 0R wAdEva. wHicH mEans i aM all0WeD t0 g0. buT i uNdEraGe lEhx. hAha. tHiNk i gReW fAttEr aFtEr aLL tHe dRinkiNg aNd eAtinG. fRidAy sUrE muX g0 tRainiNg t0 jiAn fEi. bUt i d0uBt i cAn lA. hAha.

yEsteRdAy wAs cHiNeSe nEw yEaR. didN't g0 aNywHeRe. wEnT aH mA's h0uSe 0nlY. pLaY wiTh c0uSins, eAt dinnEr dEn rEaCh h0mE aT aBt 8.45. t00k mY bAg aNd wEnt t0 eSplaNaDe. aCtUallY laZy didN't wAn t0 g0 dE. bUt siNcE mY mUm rEaD mY msG aNd sAid i can g0 dEn i wEnt l0. lucky i wEnt iF n0T i w0ulD hAve miSseD 0ut aLL tHe fUn. g0t dAwN, kAngyA, aDe, jAryl, wEixiAng, eDmuNd aNd h0NgsiAng. wE wEnt eSplAnaDe wAtCh fiRew0rKs. i wAs aBit laTe s0 miSs 0ut tHe firEw0rkS. bUt kAngyA vide0 iT d0wN s0 i wAtch tHe vidE0 wiTh dAwN mAkinG tHe s0uNd eFfEcts. laMe~ hAha. dEn wE wAlkeD t0 clArkE quAy. 0pp0siTe g0t tH0sE sTatuEs aNd wE t00k ph0t0s wiTh tHe sTatuEs. hAha. i huggEd 0nE aNd i cAlleD iT mY huSbaNd. hAhaHa. lAme mE. nVm. 0N tHe wAy wE weRe tEasiNg dAwN aB0uT s0mE0ne dEn sHe wAs aNgRy bUt cAnn0t bE aNgRy mA. n0 ch0iCe puT uP witH uS. dEn laTeR sHe h0lD mY hAnd aNd wE leS^ t0gEtHeR. wAlk aWhilE aNd hAd a dRinK. dAwn wAs ruShinG 0uT 0F timE. hAha. sHe wAs sAyiNg hEr muM wiLL ch0ppEd hEr hEad 0ff. hAHa. i w0nDer diD hEr hEad kEnA cH0ppEd. h0pEfullY yEs. haha. rEaCheD h0mE aT 12 pluS. mY rElatiVes sTill aT mY h0uSe. hAhA. t0dAe's 0utiNg n0t bAd lA. f0uNd 0ne giRlfRieNd. hAhahA. eVerYb0dY bEcaRefUl. laTeR i c0mE aNd lEs^ witH yA. hAHAHahAAAaAaaHA.............

FridAy. iT wAsn'T a niCe dAy aT aLL. hAd sWimmiNg iN tHe m0RninG. The p00l wAs s0 diSguStiNg. wHen u wAlk iN iT, u cAn fEel sAnd aT tHe b0tt0M 0f The p00l. nExt fEw sWmmiNg lEss0ns iF i cAn i sUrE will giVe eXcuSes De. rUsh bAck t0 sCh aFtEr tHaT f0r lEss0nS. didN't eVen hAvE tiMe t0 eAt mY bReAkfAst. tHis sCh syStEm Realli Sux. mY sT0mAch WaS gR0WliNg likE mAd. bUt wHen iT wAs LuNch i didn't fEel likE eAtinG aNym0Re. hAd hAshbR0Wn and milksHake wHiCh i c0ulDn't finiSh. wEnT f0r tRaininG aND i wAsn'T iN tHe m00D t0 plAy. i wAntEd t0 j0in iN tHe cArnivAl s0 muCh. s0 i pLayeD liKe sHit aGain. eNdEd tRainiNg aT 6. iF iT wAs aNy l0nGeR tHink i aM g0iNg t0 bUrSt iNt0 fiRe lE. wEnt f0r cArnivAl. mY cG hAd tW0 sTalls bUt t00 muCh s0 hAndEd 0nE t0 cG 27/05. wE mEnD tHe gAmeS sTall aNd tHe oTher cG hAd tHe f00d stAll. hUabiN wAs cG 27/05 rEp And hE wAs rEalli vEry cAt (mA0). dAmn hiM l0Rx. eVeRy0nE wAs liKe vEry bU sHuAng aT him. tAke 0nE p0psiCle 0s0 cAnn0t aNd hE kEEp tAlkiNg aB0uT pr0fiTs. pPlE g0 t0 enj0Y 0nE l0rX. iN tHe EnD hE 0s0 hAd lEft0vErs aNd wE wErE 0s0 tH0sE tHaT finishEd iT. hEard tHaT hE wAs 0s0 quitE selfiSh aNd irriTaTInG. HeArD fr0m mY cG dE. aNywAy dUn wAn t0 c0mmEnt 0n hiM lE lA. sp0il mY m00d niAx. i wEnt t0 bUy m0Re wHippEd cReAm aFtEr tRaininG aNd cAmE bAck aT aB0uT 7. wiThin 1 H0uR plUs mY wh0lE fAcE aNd hAir wAs filEd wiTh tHe vEry sWeet wHippEd cReAm. jAryl wAs liKe sAyinG wHy i s0 clEaN AnD "SmACk!!" ALL ThE CrEAM WaS 0N My FaCE. H0NgSianG, yinGlEi ad aDeliNe 0s0 diD tHat. aNd wE wEre liKe plaYinG am0nG 0uRselVes. zhAnhuI wAs s0 stupiD t0 aCcidEntAlly gAve hiS fRienD al0T 0f cReaM t0 sMack himSelf. think i Am g0inG t0 av0id eAtinG cAkEs wiTh cReam f0r 3 m0nThs. aT aB0uT 8.30pM, mR fUnG wAs liKe wAlkiNg aR0uNd wiTh tHis spEakEr sAyinG tHat tHe gaTe will cl0Se aT 8.30. bUt 0f c0z tHe gatE wAs still 0pen wHen iT wAs ab0uT tEn. i went t0 wAshEd uP mEaninG clEaninG aWay tHe cReAm 0nlY. dEn wEnt f0r dinnEr. i hAd dEsseRt 0nli. i wAs Full aFtEr hAvinG th0se cReam piEs. aFtEr tHaT wEnT h0mE t0 bAthE. i bAth mY hair aNd fAce tWiCe. it wAs vEry 0ilY. wEnT sTraigHt t0 bEd aFtEr tHat.

sAtUrdAy. m0rninG c0ulDn't wAke uP. alm0sT laTe f0r tRaininG 0r t0 sAe i wAs juX in timE. i wAs vEry tiRed s0 tRaininG wAs n0t suitable f0r mE tHaT daY.wEnt bEd0k kFc aFtEr tRaininG aNd aTe Al0t t0 maKe uP f0r fRiDaY's sTarVati0n. hAha. dEn wEnt TM's aRcAde witH vBallErs. plAY tHe sTupid gAme wHich hiT mY finGEr. it wAs s0 pain. 0k lArx. mY finGer still cAn m0vE n0w. wAlk ar0unD aT tM, iT wAs winD0w sh0ppinG 0nli. didn't bUy aNythinG. wAlk till vEry tiRed dEn sAt d0wN f0r a drink aNd dEn wEnt h0mE. sh0wEr aNd wEnt 0ut aGain f0r dinnEr. aNd back h0mE t0 slEEp.

sUndAy. i wAnteD t0 d0 mY hmWk. but i w0kE uP laTE. hAd bRunCh. dEn mY fAmilY wAnTs t0 g0 mAlaYsia f0r sh0ppinG. s0 i wEnt al0nG. didn't bUy aNything f0r mYselF bUt b0uGht al0t 0f nEw yeaR g00ds. rEachEd h0mE aT 8 plUs 9. i aTe 1/3 0f tHe piNeapplE tArT tHat wAs b0uGht aNd wEnt t0 slEep. thiNk i gr0wiNg fAttEr lE. h0W?? mUx cUt d0Wn 0n tiDbiTs. bUt vEry haRd t0 c0ntr0l. eSpecially whEn tHe CNY biScuits aRe s0 dElici0uS.

sh0p f0r tW0 dAys in a r0w. m0nDay. rEaliSed i didn't d0 aNy hMwk aT aLL. m0RninG dUn Feel liKe g0iNg t0 sCh. bUt mY muM sAe cAnn0t aNd mY bR0 wAs askiNg mE n0t t0 g0. 0f c0Z i lisTen t0 mY mUm. wEnt sCh. g0t tHrEe lEctuRes. i sLept iN tW0, cHem And ec0ns. cHem i didN't unDeRstand wAd sHe wAs t0kiNg aB0ut s0 i juZ wEnt t0 slEEp. bUt i rEalisEd tHaT tHe cHem leCtuReR l00ks eXaCtlY liKe a c0ckEl spAniEl. i wAs tEllinG mY fRieNd aNd sHe buRst 0uT laUgHing. luCkY tHe lEcTurEr didN't hEar. i am sEri0uS mAnx. hEr cUrly hair aT tHe siDe l00ks liKe tHe spAniEl's eArs aNd hEr fAce is s0 thin aNd l0nG liKe a d0g's. w0OO00~ wAd a "c00l" lEcTurEr. hAhaHa. aFtEr sCh wEnt buGis wiTh cG friEndS t0 sh0p. b0uGht s0meThinG f0r mY aNgEl. 0wE vEry l0nG lE. s0 paiSeh.

i rEalli fEel liKe i Am in tHe l0sT w0rld n0w. i dUn unDerSTand mAths (AP & GP), pHysiC (tHeRmodynAmics), ec0ns ANd cHem. eC0ns wE hAd tHe leCtuRer tHat c0ndUcts lEctuRes in a t0Ne tHat s0uNds aS if sHe is a mAd womAn tHat hAd juz rUn 0uT 0f w00dbRidGe. wHen i liStEn t0 hEr v0iCe i cAnn0t aBs0Rb wAdEva sHe is tAlkinG ab0ut. cHem. tHe c0ckEl spAnieL kEep tAlkinG aB0ut 0RbitalS aNd i dUn eVen uNdErsTand h0w did tH0sE oRbiTals appEar in hEr lEctuRe. i aM rEalli l0sT. nExt wEek g0t cHem aNd physic tEst lE. bUt i dUn tHink iS 0n tH0se t0picS. still hAve tiMe t0 cAtch uP. cAn s0mE0nE tEll mE h0W in tHe hEll wiLL i n0t slEep in lEcturEs?? aNd h0w t0 c0ncEntRaTe???

tMl iS cHinEsE nEw yEar EvE !!!! g0t l0Ts 0f f00d t0 eAt. i Am g0iNg t0 c0mE h0me eArly. tMl 0nlY g0t civiCs anD i cAn bE bAck. sH0uld i g0 bAck t0 mY sEc sCh??. sTill dEciDing.....

sUndAy's sUrf aNd sWeaTx wAs rEalli fUn. tAnneD mAnx aNd i aM peeliNg n0W. diDn't wiN aNythiNg bUt g0T g00Dy bAgs And tHe wh0lE vBall tEam wAs tHeRe. s0 c00l~tHe g00dY bAg inSiudE g0t giVe pAntiEs s0mem0Re, vEry sExy 0nE. bUt sAd t0 sAe rAcheL, zHuaNzhEn aNd liSi wEnt h0mE s0 dAmn eArly. wEll, rAchel hAd bi0 spA tEst 0n m0ndAy s0 sHe 0uGht t0 g0 h0mE. tt'S wHy i sAe sPa sUx.

m0nDay wAs vEry tirEd. slEpt tHe wh0lE 0F cHem leCtuRe. didn't uNdErstand wAd tHe tEacHer sAyinG s0 i miGht aS wEll slEep and s0 i sLept. hAHa. dEn tUeSdaY hAd tRainiNG. i plAyeD s0 l0uSy. mY spiKinG suX. mY vBall sKills sUx. dAmn iT!!!! wEdnEsdAy wAs a n0t l0nG n0t sH0rT dAy. c0z i hAd civiCs aNd i l0vE iT al0t c0z i cAn bE wiTh mY CG. cG 31/05 r0X^ mAn.

todAe tHurSdAy. hAtE it. neXt tiMe wAnt siCk mUz bE sick 0n tHurSdAy. eNdEd aT 5.15. wAd a l0nG dAy!! mY sCg dRag 0uR wAy t0 pHysiCs tUtoRial. s0 fUnnY. wE wAlkEd 0ne wh0lE r0uNd t0 tHe clAssR00ms. hAha. blAmE it 0n tHe sCh s0 biG aNd s0 mAny wAys t0 rEach 0nE plAce. dEn b4 cHem wHich wAs tHrEe wh0Le pErioDs, wE wEnT t0 tHe cAntEen aNd int0 tHe b00ksh0p. s0mE b0uGht pipEttes aNd i b0uGht sWeets. tHink tHe tEaCher kn0W aNd sHe wAs quiTe piSsEd 0ff, i tHink. tHe c0lA sWeeT didn'T lAst l0nG. iT wAs 0nlY 0nE peRi0d paSSed aNd i finiShEd it. tHe leSs0n wAs rEalli b0riNg. dEn lAb leSs0n. s0 mA fAn 0nE. tHe s0luti0n muX prEpaRe 0uRselvEs. aFtEr lEss0ns i weNt sTraiGht h0mE.

siAnx~ tMl stiLL g0t ec0nS tEsT. i w0nDer h0W t0 sTudy. d0 i mEm0risEd??. dUn tHink i Can mEm0RisEd s0 muCh iN 0ne niTe. dUn fEel likE stUdYinG f0r eC0nS lE. cAn s0mE0nE hElp mE???

sCh's timEtabLe iS n0w pLan B. hAte iT maNx. s0 litTle bReaKs aNd s0 littlE tiMe wiTh mY cG. wAd f0r hAvE 0riEntAti0n wHen tHe timEtAblE tUrns 0uT tHis wAy. tH0uGh s.C.g b0nDeD bUt i feel m0Re t0wArDs mY cG. aLL tHe sAme f0r tHe wEek. i slEpt dUrinG leCtuRes aNd tUt0riAls wAs g0d dAmn b0riNg. l0vE pE.......rUn 2.2kM. bUt mAss pE wAs sWimmiNg bUt i didn't sWim. hAhA. neXt wEek muZ swim lE. sHit it. laTa pplE sEe all mY fAts.tUes aNd fRi hAd tRnG. dIdn't plAy wEll. i wAs s0 tirEd aNd i dUn rEally n0e wHy. jUz dUn feEl liKe movinG ar0uNd aNd jumpiNg.

t0dAe supp0Sed t0 sTuDy f0r maThs tEst bUt i slAck wh0lE dAy. wEnt d0wN t0 shop. nTh muCh la. jUz wAlk hErE aNd dEre. dEcideD t0 bUy nEw aNklE s0cKs f0r mYselF s0 b0ugHt tw0 paiRs. wEnt f0r briGht c0l0rs, liMe gReen aNd yEll0w. b0ugHt 0ne sh0rTs aT tHe pAsA mAlaM. $6 onli s0 i b0ugHt iT.

tMl iS sUrf aNd sWeAtz. h0pE i cAn sWeaT al0t tHeRe. Sweat 0ut aLL mY fAts. 0wN zHuAnzhEn aNd rAchel a dRink. hAha. tHey aRe s0 niCe ppLe. l0lx. kEna buLLy bY me, mAde tHem pEi mE waLk t0 sp0rTs c0mplEx. dUn miNd tReatiNg tHem lA. haha. mUz tReAt eilEen 0s0. eVerytiMe acc0mpAny mE t0 bAck gAte aFtEr tRng.

tmL mUz wAke uP vEry eArly. t0niTe mUz slEEp vEry lAte c0z 0f mAths tEst. rEgRet slEepinG iN leCtUrEs mAnx. iF n0t i n0 nEEd sTudY t0niTe. bUt sEri0usly i cAn't hElp iT. tHe leCtUreR liKe cHantiNg s0mE buddha sCripTs liddAt. hMm. h0pE i wUn bE laTe tml. wAstEd al0t 0f tiMe t0dAe. stiLL g0t ec0ns eSSay t0 write. i still dUn0 h0w t0 wriTe aFtEr tHe tEachEr tAughT us.

i wEaring sleEvelEss aNd fBt tml. abiT weiRd. bUt it is moRe c0mf0rtaBle. tHink i g0 tHeRe dEn cHange. mR cHew 0s0 g0ing. hAha. miSS hiS c0aChing. i dUn mEan mR fuNg's c0aChinG n0t niCe bUt eAch hAs iTs 0wN fUn p0iNt lA. hAha.

tHiS weEk s0 b0riNG dE. 0nli haNg0ut 0n m0nDay aNd tUeS. s0 sAw hiM 0nlI tWice diReCtly. bUt still g0t sEe hIm iN s0mE leCtUreS la. MmmMmMmmMMmMm......................................

lAzy t0 bl0G f0r tHe pAst wEeks. hAd friEndlY maTch yEstErdAy witH sT.hilDa's. plAyEd liKe sHit. l0sE m0Re p0inTs dEn win poiNts. hAd buBblE tEa dEn h0Me t0 slEep.

fridAe tRng dEn wEnt sEasiDe wiTh fAmilY. meAniNg i hAd bEen lazinG f0r tWo dAys. tHis m0rninG dEn rEaliSe g0t hMwk. cAnt finiSh c0z i dUn eVen uNdErsTand m0St 0f tHe qUesti0ns, eSpeciAlly ec0nS. hAd bEen sleePinG iN leCtUres. dEad lE. diD cHemiStrY dEn sTudy eC0ns tiLL i fEll asLeep c0z i wAs lYinG 0n tHe bEd. dEn d0 mAths f0R 1 h0uR pluS, diD 0nlY 2 pAtHetiC quEsti0ns. stiLL g0t eC0ns paGe 1 to 4 aNd i dUnn0 h0w t0 d0. sHall lEavE tHe ec0ns tUt0Rial b00k tHeRe t0 r0t.

jUz n0w dinnEr dEn sh0p. b0uGht 1 skiRt aNd 1 t-sHirt. tHe piCtUre 0n tHe sHiRt is s00oo0o cUte. cAnn0t taHaN S0 bouGht iT, only $11. woRth iT. hMmm.

i diD hAve lUnCh wiTh hiM aNd diD hmWk t0gEtHer. bUt didn't t0k mUch. sAd h0Rx?. tHe rEst 0f tHe ppLe wEre s0 fAnx. :)

wAnt t0 kn0w tHe rEst 0f tHe tHingS tHaT i diD in tHe paSt wEeks??? c0mE finD mE, i tEll u. haha.

t0dAe hAd ec0nS aNd cHem leCtuRe niAx. wAs fRee aT ab0uT 10. plAy bAskEtbAll aNd tEnniS wiTh mY clAssmAtEs. all 0f tHem wEre vEry sp0rTy. wAitEd f0r sHunmiN aNd kangyA t0 finiSh tHeiR LEP b4 wE g0 f0r luNch. aDeliNe aNd dAwn wEre likE t00 b0ReD. tHey sTaRted g0sSipiNg. tHink jAryll aNd kAngyA g0inG sTeAdy lE. tHey pr0cEediNg vEry fAst lEhx. hAha. fEel s0 hAppY f0r tHem. tHen lAtEr fRanciS aNd yiNglEi kena paiR uP aNd wE f0unD 0ut tHaT fRanciS alReady t00k tHe iNiTiAtivE t0 mSg yiNglEi 0n sUndAy. s0 sWeet~~ wEnT pArkWay f0r luNch. dEn wEnt t0 tHe top fl00r t0 pLay gAmes. wE f0uNd 0ut wH0 g0t h0W many sTeaDs b4 aNd al0t 0tHer fUnnY tHinGs. wE aRe a bUnCh 0F lAmesHiTs, i fEel. haha. aCtuAlly sAw vBall ppLe aT pArkWay dEn cHar t0ld mE HE wAs aT pArkwAy. bUt t00 bAd lA. mAybE n0t fAtEd t0 mEet eAcH 0tHer.

s0 b0RinG~ sUddEnlY fEel s0 rEstlEss. wAd iS liFe aLL aB0uT?? sTudYiNG?? plAyiNG vBaLL?? g0ssipiNg?? l0VinG?? sh0ppiNg?? i fElT s0 uSelEss, eVen a luMp 0f sHit hAs itS uSes wHich iS t0 pr0vidE nuTrieNtS t0 plAntx. i aM n0t eVen 0nE luMp oF sHiT. struGgliNg t0 sUrviVe iN tHis w0rLd is s0 tiRing. tHis tYpe 0f liFe sUx. iF 0nlY i hAd a ch0iCe, i w0ulD prEfEr nEvA t0 bE b0Rn int0 tHis sTressFul w0rLd. siGh!!

fiRst weEk of sCh niAx aNd i aM s0 dEad alrEady. tHe 0riEntAti0n wAs s0 fUn aNd tiRing. i aM iN OG15 wHich bEl0nGs t0 tHe `iNcEndiuM` clAn. tHe OGLs wEre vEry kinD aNd fRieNdlY, vEry sp0rTy t00. g0t t0 kn0w muCh m0rE friEnds dEn expEcteD. aLL 0f tHem aRe c00l aNd sUpeRb. tHe gUys aRe quiTe sHuaI~. s0 muCh difFeReNce fr0m m0St 0f tHe gUys iN cChmS. hAha.

fiRsT dAy wAs dRy gAmes. sEc0nD dAy aMaziNg rAce aNd 0G 15 g0t tHe m0St p0iNts. tHirD dAy wAs wEt gAmes. ovErall tHe gAmes aRe fUn. i l0Ve tHe mAss dAnce mAnx. s0 c00l. sAw tHe 0GLs dAncinG s0 seXy. hAha. leArn s0mE 0f tHe dAnce bUt cAn't clEarly rEmembEr tHe sTepS lE. f0UrtH dAy hAd leCtuRes aNd dEn hAng 0uT witH mY clAss aNd dEn v0lleYbAll trNg. fridAy wAs tHe lAst daYs 0f 0riEntAti0n. tHe niTe wAs s0 muCh 0f sCrEaMinG aNd yElliNg. n0w mY eArs aNd thRoaT abiT sp0il lE. sAt hAd tRng aGain. t0dAe wEnt t0 l00k f0r nEw spEctAclEs, muX wAit till wEd dEn iTs d0nE. n0W cAnn0t d0 wiTh0uT mY spEcts lE. tHe leCtuRes all iN tHe LTs, siT aT tHe bAck sUrE cAnn0t sEe dE. hMm.

i aM s0 tiRed aNd siCk!!!!! mUscLe aChE. bAck aChE. kNee pAin. lEg paIn. c0uGh. sTuck n0Se.

laSt dAy 0f h0lidaE lE aNd i aM aCtually n0t enJ0yinG it. cAn u bEliEve iT??? i aM n0t g0inG t0 n0E mY oRientAti0n gRp till tMl m0rninG. mY dAd cHanGe h0uSe ph0nE n0 aNd nEbEr tEll mE. i hAd bEen wAitiNg f0r ph0nE call f0r aBt 0nE weEk aNd hE iS telliNg mE hE cHanGe h0uSe ph0nE n0. sHit iT mAnx. w0ndEriNg wHicH grp i am iN. h0pE i hAve frieNds iN tHe grp mAnx. haTe 0riEntAti0n. hAvE t0 kEep rEpeAtiNG mY nAme. hAix~

n0w leFt mE aT h0mE. hMm. tHe rEst 0f tHe fAmilY wEnt d0wnsTairs t0 bUy 4D, t0t0, wAlk waLk. mY bRuNcH todAe wAs cUrrY cHickEn witH riCe. mY gRandma(mY mum's mAma) c00k de. s0 delici0uS aNd i aTe till s0 fUll. f0rg0t i nEeda jiAn fEi. hAha. i aM bl0ggiNg, wAtchinG tV aNd listeninG t0 musiC n0w. hmM. lU0 zHi xianG's nEw albUm--<> vEry niCe. muZ liStEn t0 hiS musiC ok, pplE ????

h0pE tMl w0ulD bE a niCe daY mAnx. All tHe bEst t0 tHe rEst !!!

toDae iS aGathA's biRthdAy, 1/1. hMm. pPle migHt tHink tHaT sHe iS tHe 0ldEst 0f 0ur bAtCh. buT tHat iS wr0nG, tHe tRutH iS sHe is 0nE yeAr y0unGer dEn uS. sHe iS b0rn in 1989. hahA. fUnny? nvM, its a c0lD j0kE. wEnt t0 hEr paRty bUt stiLL 0We hEr pResEnt. i aM cuRrEntlY br0ke, i wiLL dEfiniTely buY biG Big presEnt f0r hEr wHen i hAve tHe m0nEy. sHe iS a vEry cUte aNd imMaTuRe pErs0n. liKes t0 j0Ke ar0uNd liKe a kiD, anYwAy sHe iS y0unGeR dEn uS. hAha. bUt sHe is mAtuRe aT tiMes 0nlY, eSpeCiaLLy 0vEr em0ti0nAl pr0bLems. hMm. hEr paRty wAs vEry fUn, witH l0ts 0f f00d c00kEd bY hEr m0tHer. tHe cHickEn winGs, fiSh nugGets, beE h00n, friEd riCe aNd cUrry cHicKen wAs s0Oooo0O delici0Us. i aTe al0t aNd wAs bl0aTed aFtEr tHAt. haha. gR0wiNg fAttEr lE. aFtEr f00D wE plAyEd s0mE gAmes, g0t mAhj0nG aNd p0kEr. m0St 0f tHem lEfT aFtEr cuttinG cAke. mE aNd chArlEne wErE tHe lAst t0 lEaVe. wHen tHe rEst lEfT, wE 0pEn prEsEnts wiTh hEr. hEr fAtHer fEtCh uS h0me aFtEr tHaT. thAnks al0T mAnx. aNd hAppY biRtHdAy bAby`aGathA !!!

tHe m0mEnT sHe 0pEn hEr pResEnts i fElt tHaT shE iS sUch a luCky giRl, rEcEivEd s0 maNy pReSents 0n biRtHdAy. hMm. hEr litTle siStEr wAs als0 vEry cUtE, slEep likE a l0g dE. juSt n0w rEaCh h0mE tiLL n0w i finiShEd baThinG le, n0 0nE aT h0mE. i aM al0nE..........s0 sAd siAx.

i hAvEn rEceiVed cAll fr0m tJc yEt. dunN0 whiCh gR0up lEhx. cHaR, iSa aNd eUn all n0E lE, lEfT cHeR aNd mE. h0pEfUlly tMl m0rniNg wiLL n0E, iF n0t wAd aM i sUpp0Se t0 d0??? Can s0mE 0nE tEaCh me???? s0 w0rriEd. haix. sHall g0 rEsT lE. i aM sUch a l0nEly pErs0n. aM i A l0nER????????

hAppy nEw yEar !! iTs yEar 2005 !!! bEst wiSheS t0 eVerY0ne 0ut dEre !!