I hate crabs and I love crabs.

Made a visit to my dermatologist last saturday and I am back on antibiotics again for 6 weeks. He stated out all sorts of causes, which I think allergy is the main cause.

Crabs are so lovely yet horrible. What else can I say?

I love this quote:
"People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within."

It reflects on people around me.

True friends are hard to come by...
True love is hard to believe...
True colours don't usually show...
What do you think?

To The World
What is life if not a chance to make a difference
What are days if not different chances to live
What is time if not a season for renewal
What is renewal but another chance to give love, to the world
What are friends if not reflections of the spirit,
What is hope if not a blending of the future and the past
What are dreams if not decisions to awaken
The soul that conquers fear is the only one that lasts
Long enough, to give love to the world
It's not a question of freedom; it’s not a question of pain
It's just a matter of learning
We all must feel the loss before we know the gain
So when the demons and the dragons come to haunt you
And you're certain that the chance for peace is gone
Close your eyes and listen to the wind blow;
You'll hear His voice of love passing through, passing on
Giving love to the world

feeling so sick...flu cough fever...the cough is bad..so damn shit shit shitty..I hate coughs.headache and muscleache for past two days, wrapped in jacket all the way to school and back home.

still need to finish my lab report by monday..sick now..bad semester.

big project coming up, starting on tuesday. hope I can still interact with my painful throat. 2 test before recess week. die...feeling so tired after burning a few midnight oil and then falling ill.

Nothing I can say, except DOWN DOWN DOWN. I AM FEELING SO DOWN!!! -_-"

Woohoo~!
Second year life is definitely very very busy. What a riot in school on the first day! People should have seen the queues in the printing room. so OMG!! None of my business anyway, coz I cut queue. Somemore is jump at the front that kind. Haha. Sounds bad. But that's the way things work at Lee Wee Nam.

Morning bugs surrounding me. First day of school, I totally didn't hear my alarm ringing. Luckily there was no tutorial. This morning had a stomachache, right after I open my eyes. So damn irritating, I was almost late.

Right on the first day of school, I have lab and its project somemore. Project for 5 weeks, it came as a shock, definitely to me. First lectures are all crap. Lecturers talking nonsense and students chit-chatting away among themselves. Everyday is almost like 8-5 working hours for me, plus one hour lunch break, without pay, still need to pay fees. No time for lunch ytd, ate one old chang kee stick and return for lessons. So very hungry. Today was a shorter day, coz got no tutorials, had subway for lunch with friends and back home!

Tmr going to popular and find some textbooks. My year 2 subjects are so difficult, this time chiat lat le. Hope I won't fail any subjects. Wish me luck, friends!

All the best to you all too!!

Conversation btw me & my brother>>
me: kor, I bought alot of things today, but all cannot eat de.
bro: what is it?
me: notes.
bro: is it?
me: yar. very expensive.
bro: haha. good lor. won't get fat.

Elmo loves you, I love elmo:)

aAAaaaaHHhhhhhhh...school's starting tmr. I didn't get the elective I want, should I try appealing? got alot of things to do tmr, get all the notes I can find at Lee Wee Nam Library. Look out for textbooks. Check out my lab schedule. Attend my first lecture of the semester. Lunch with friends. Find new friends. AH HAHA...too many things to do.

Browsed through the lecture notes. It was like OMG!!! What's happening??? All that is in the notes are like aliens to me. Don't understand a SHIT in there! Hope this semester can be a smooth journey. Maybe I would prefer some interesting things to happen than just a boring normal semester. HOHOHO!!

i love elmo, elmo loves you:)

蕭閎仁-看袂落去 MV 完整版 (directed by jay chou)

看袂落去

社会上有太多奇奇怪怪的代志
有真多人不愿意 面对现实
听讲算命的巷仔口 有真多人在排队
但是在我看来 无意义
哈啊 真无稀奇(有钱就判生 没钱就判死)
哈啊 我看袂落去
明那仔 我要赶十点的飞凌机
希望你暂时麦有代志
听 听 听讲我的烦恼是因为你
外面的空气 总是让人快要窒息
但是在我的世界里
Oh I just want be free
(Yeah) (Oh Come on)
RAP
这咧社会三不五时就会有很多
有真多人的感觉已经变的不会讲话
你咧讲啥货 我咧讲啥货 大家到底是咧讲啥货
这咧是啥货 那咧是啥货 黑白讲话
谁都想要过了轻松 有一天能出头天
（爱拜拜拜拜神明）
外面 世界这开阔 （这开阔）
你还不出去 （你你你咧等什么）
人生 明明是彩色的 你却甲它渐渐变作黑白
真心的朋友 找无一个
哈啊 I wanna be free
哈啊 My name is be free

Super Duper song...by this new singer..and jay actually directed his MV!! He wrote his own songs AND he is so style...especially his character, he actually rejected to join the PK competition during 星光大道2. Must support such talent.

4 more days to enjoy......

My brother bought ASUS X80 series notebook today. It's only $1098. So damn cheap. Intel core 2Duo somemore...160G SATA HDD...1G + free 1G RAM = 2G RAM!!!...got webcam also. Take a look at it, not bad looking one.

OMG!! I felt so cheated that I bought my FUJITSU notebook for $2000+. mine got no webcam. feeling so damn shitty. But I got this Cooler Master for free, and my kor say its mine!! It cost almost 50bucks if one were to purchase. My next target is to change my desktop monitor to LCD screen, big big screen so can play games and better for watching movies. I shall change new keyboard and mouse tgt with the LCD screen. Hopefully, all will be black in color. Maybe I should also consider changing my PC casing to black;)
This is my notebook fan, Cooler Master:

And I did this to my face today...,

SMILEZ~~~

Been having bad stomachaches for more than one week. sigh..feel like going toilets after meals causing me to hate eating. visiting the toilet two or three times a day is definitely irritating. Tonight after dinner, i had a bad bad stomach and i visited the toilet 1 hour plus later. now still having some after effects, or maybe my big business haven't finish yet. tired, but i think i need visit my toilet buddy once more before sleeping.

AaAaaaaAaaahhhhhhhhhh......help me!!!
I hate toilets!-_-"

Vincent van Gogh' 3 starry night paintings:

The Starry Night

Swirling clouds filled the night sky, stars ablazed, a crescent moon. Your eyes will follow the curves, moving about the painting. Makes one feel comfortable and at ease. A small town appears below the horizon. A church larger than other buildings, lies in the centre of the town, giving the town a sense of stability. A dark shadow at the left hand side gives a sense of isolation.
I especially like the swirling clouds in the painting, I don't know why.

Starry Night Over the Rhone

Three focus in this painting. First is that each star has its own orb of light. Second, the reflection of the artificial light, feeling magnificent, gives viewers the visual effects. Thirdly are the structures amongst the warm glow of artificial lights.
I simply enjoy viewing the reflection of artificial light:)

Cafe Terrace at Night

This artworks contributes a different perspective of the starry nightsky. The yellow wall attracts much more attention. A sense of balance is attributed to the dark cityscape silhouette to the right of the painting.
What makes me wonder is whatever that lies along that dark dark street. And whether will the starry nightsky become more beautiful if the streets were darker. Haaa...:P

The song "Vincent(Starry starry night)" is actually based on Vincent's famous drawings and also tells his biography. He committed himself to an asylum where he painted 'The Starry Night'. One, two years later, he attempted suicide by shooting himself in the chest. He survived, but died two days later from the wound. Vincent viewed his life as horribly wasted, personally failed and impossible.

The story of Vincent van Gogh's tragic life, filled with mental evils and artistic triumphs, lingers almost becoming that of legend. His work is still astounding millions around the world daily, and though he sold only one painting in his life, his influence on the outcome of art has been amazing and overwhelming. His paintings have reached new records when sold for hundreds of millions of dollars, and his persona has sparked number one hit songs. Vincent van Gogh has altered mankind forever... and he believed his life was a terrible failure!

Vincent painted a few thousand paintings throughout his lifetime, almost one per day over his last few years. Cool guy~!

A song based on the Vincent van Gogh's artworks...

Vincent (Starry, Starry Night)

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land
Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now
Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand
Now I understand
What you trying to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now
For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you
Starry starry night
Portraits on in empty homes
Frameless heads on aimless walls
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget
Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
A silver thorn a bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow
Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They're not listening still
Perhaps they never will..

what really worries me nowadays is when my friends fall sick. i am really afraid of that night, that moment, it was just like a dream or rather a nightmare. i am afraid history will repeat. but luckily everything was alrite.

i feel so sorry or rather bad that i missed replying agatha's sms twice. the first time was last week's 5pm tj trng, second was last night. i actually replied her today at around 12plus and asked her what time was trng. so so sorry, i juz woke up and didn't realised that it was a saturday. felt so bad after that when she didn't reply till 5plus. i hope she is not angry with me. i also wished for her to be happy and healthy.

everytime i chance upon my phone, there is no msg or missed call. once i forget to check my phone, i will have sms and miss calls coming in. and often people would think that i refuse to reply them. well, i am used to it. don't really mind it though.

for the whole of today, i juz eat, sleep and watch tv. i lie down watching tv for too long, and i felt giddy when i stood up, my head becomes very heavy, my vision became blur then black, everything returns after a while. felt like i almost fainted, lucky there was a table for me to hold onto. quite long since i had such an experience. maybe there is too much of a sleeping beauty here. but its not going to be too long before sleeping beauty wakes up and becomes cinderella. haha.

i am bored......

a nice song..
衝動 MV 完整清晰版-Elva 蕭亞軒

很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
让你我 还能多相处几分钟
人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松 不放松

忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 你改变我

忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

school's starting in a few weeks time...bored...:)

I got into design stream...hahaha. I applied for fun and i didnt expect really can get in. Now my timetable is going to be so late. Sian..I actually planned properly and can end school early de. Haiz, now everything is messed up. Guess I have to get used to it since I am now in the design stream. Think going to have loads or even tonnes of work to do. Die le...starting to regret liao. I am going to be even busier than the bees......