sH0ulD i bE hAppy 0r sAd??? hiS mEssAge lEft mE wiTh l0tS 0f t0ts. i aM vEry c0nfUsEd n0W. aNyb0dY wAnts t0 hElp mE s0lVe tHis pr0bLem?? i Realli nEed hElp. dUn tHink i aM g0inG t0 bE iN tHe m00D f0r vBall iF i d0 n0t gEt tHis clEar. -_-

n0t iN tHe m00d t0 uPdAte n0w. sHall d0 iT s0mEdAy. cYaz.

sAw eUnicE's bl0G. wElc0me wElc0mE. i sTill rEalli h0pe u cAn c0mE bAck t0 tJ. dUn givE uP. sTill g0t cHancE. al0t 0f mY fRiends aPpeAleD iN. if u cAnn0t eNtEr tJ, i g0nnA miSS yA l0tS. mY dEar dEar eUnicE, g0nnA miSS u tHis tEddY bEar, miSs yA cHubbY cHeekS, misS uR lAugHtErs, miSS u sCrEAmiNg aT mE, aNd m0sTly miSS irriTatiNg u (eSpEciAlly iN leCtuRe tEsts, rEmembEr eC0nS??). i wAntEd t0 cRy wHen i rEad uR bl0g. i aGree witH aGathA. liFe's jUst uNfaiR. eUnicEeeEeeee.........l0vE yA l0tS!!!! ^_^

tUeSdAy's tRainiNg. s0mE weRe hAppy, s0mE weRe sAd. rAchEl, cHeeR uP. dUn sTrEss ursElf. u aRe d0iNg fiNe.

0RieNtAti0n 2 wAs fUn eXcepT tHat al0t 0f pplE p0n. fiRst dAy g0t tAlks s0 aBit b0rinG. mY clAss g0t 10 nEw ppLe. aLL vEry fUn ppLe. aCtuAlly sEc0nD dAy didn'T wAn t0 g0. bUt cHun KiaT bEg mE t0 g0. hE clAn lEadEr lEhx. s0mEm0Re mY clAssmAte f0r tw0 yEars lE. muZ supp0Rt hIm aNd hElp hiM mA. s0 i wEnt. cAn't blame mE, i tHis pErs0n s0fT-hEarTed dE. hAHa. yEnliNg wAs mY clAss'S OGL. sHe kEna bUlly mY mE liKe siA0. aMaziNg rAce, cG 31 g0t tHirD. w0A~!! cHeErs mAn!! bUt wE cHeAtEd aLL tHe wAy. hAha. bUt tHis sH0wS tHat 0uR cG iS quitE b0nDeD lE. hAha. 0nE 0F tHe 2nd iNtAkErs eVen iNvEntEd cHeer f0r tHe clAn. bUt iTs a c0uNtEr chEer lA. hAHa. lEarnEd tW0 mAss dAncE. m0ndAy g0t wEt gAmes. dUn fEel liKe g0ing. sHall mAke mY dEcisi0n lAteR laTer lAteR.....

tMl g0t tRainiNg. sAt 0s0 g0t. n0 m0Re eUnicE. h0W???? 1 lEss pErs0n t0 pLay wiTh mE lE. cann0t iRritaTe hEr lE. hAix!

SundAy. wEnt w00dlAnds. cYcled aRounD tHe neigHb0urh00d. cYclEd pAst tHe sp0rtS sCh00l. w0A~! iT wAs vEry biG. i s0 jEal0uS. tHe tRack wAs niCe witH tHe s0ccEr fiEld whiCh iS bEttER dEn tHe 0nE tHey uSed f0r tiGer Cup. hAha. bEsidE iT wAs Inn0vA Jc, uNdEr c0nsTructi0n. 0s0 vEry biG. cYclEd till tHis r0aD wHere u cR0ss 0vEr, iTs MarsiliNg. u cR0ss bAck, iTs aDmirAltY. s0 c00l~. imAginE iF i wEre t0 sTay iN tHe middLe 0f tHe r0aD. wHeRe wiLL i bE? cycLed t0 viSta pArk. al0t 0F plAygr0unD. tHe plAygr0unD wAs vEry fUn. 0Ne wAs tHe rAbbiT tUnnEl wHich n0W iS n0t aVailaBle t0 cliMb iN c0z iT is filleD witH cEment lE. aN0tHer tEap0t 0s0. mY c0usiN t0ld mE c0z t00 maNy c0uplEs d0iNg "tHingS" iNsiDe, s0 iT wAs filleD uP wiTh cEmenT. plAygr0uNd rEminDs mE 0f mY primAry sCh00l dAys. lAst tiMe iN cH0nG b00n pRi, bEhinD g0t l0ts 0F plAygR0uNd. pLay tiLL kEna sc0ldEd bY mY mUm f0r n0t g0inG h0mE. p5 tRansfEred t0 p0icHing sCh00l. nEighb0urh00d g0t eVen m0rE plAygr0unDs. eVerydAy aFtEr sCh00l plAy tiLL siA0. lAst tiMe i 0s0 nEva tHink 0f mYsElf bEinG a pErs0n wH0 l0vEs vBall s0 muCh. i wAs 0nCe a plAyEr kEna kiCk 0uT 0f ccA bY c0aCh dE. c0z i p0n m0sT 0f tHe tRaininGs. i wAs a vEry nAugHty gAl. n0W cAn sAe bEttEr lE. gR0Wn t0 bE gUai^ liAo. hAhAha.

t0Dae nAugHty aGain. wEnt f0r less0nS tiLL 10.30 niAx. tHe rEst 0f tHe lEss0nS p0n. b0uGht uNif0rm, tHe maTeriAl vEry wierD. dEn slAck iN cAntEen. aFtEr tHat wEnt cHar's h0uSe. plAyEd p00l. tRied c0pyiNg n0Tes bUt eNd uP rEadinG lihUi's leTTer t0 cHarlenE. dEn vEry tiRed, c0z m0rniNg wEnt t0 sCh00l bY mYselF. fEll aSleep 0n cHar's bEd. tHe rEst wErE plAyinG mAhj0nG eXcept f0r cHar. n0t sUre wAd sHe wAs d0inG. tHink sHe duG 0ut hEr ph0to Album's s0 tHat sHe cAn sh0w lihUi. b0tH lihUi aNd cHar aRe rEalli wieRd. tHey wRite al0t t0 eAch 0tHer bUt i sEld0m sEE tHem tAlk fAce t0 fAce witH eAch 0tHer. sLeep, w0kE uP, wEnt h0mE. hMMmmm. b0rr0Wed tHe cHem n0Tes fR0m sHar0n. hEEx. t0dAe p0n cHem lEctuRe. cHam liAoz. i dUn uNdErsTand tHe cHapTer. hAha. laTa g0 c0pY n0tEs lE.

hAix~. i hAve a 0lDer bR0tHer. bUt i still wiSh i hAve a 0ldEr sistEr. iT w0ulD bE m0Re fUn. imAginE tHe diFFerEnce bTw a bR0tHer aNd a sisTer. maYbE sisTers aRe fAr m0Re c0ncErn aBt u aNd u cAn sHaRe uR t0ts wiTh tHem. iF 0nlY i hAve a siStEr, i wiLL hAvE l0tS 0f t0ts t0 sHaRe wiTh hEr. h0w i wiSh i hAvE 0nE~!! jUz liKe aNy0nE 0F tHe vBall sEni0Rs cAn lE. tHey aRe aLL s0 niCe. mAybE i l0nGeD f0r a 0lDer sisTer t00 muCh lE, s0 0ftEn i eNj0Yed tHe c0mpAny 0f sEni0Rs. haa. bUt h0w sAd i dUn hAvE 0nE.

t0dAe sAw hIm a fEw tiMes. bUt dUn0 wHy. i dUn dAre t0 l00k aT hiM. hAix. n0w rEgRetiNg. i pEepEd. aNd i sAw hiM wAitinG t0 wAve t0 mE. bUt i diDn't tUrn aR0uNd. sAd sAd sAd.

tMl p0sTinGs 0uT lE. tHink tHeRe aRe n0 leSs0ns tMl. bUt wE sTill hAvE t0 g0 sCh00l. dUnn0 f0r wAd. bUt nVm. aFtErn00n g0t tRaining 0s0. g0inG t0 prAy f0r eUniCe t0niTe.... h0Pe sHe gEts int0 tJ !!

bEc0me a gUai kiA t0dAe. sTayeD at h0me aNd stUdy. w0kE uP at 10 plUs 11. mY mUm wAs vEry n0isY. aSkeD mE t0 g0 eAt lUnch with hEr. aFtEr lunCh cAme h0mE rEvisE eC0ns tiLL i slEEp 0n tHe bEd. w0kE uP aT aBt 4 plUs. diD maThs tiLL aBt 7. hAd mY 0Wn dinnEr. wAtch tHe 9 o'cl0cK sh0w. lAst ePisodE lE. s0 t0ucHing~. eNj0yEd it al0t. a vEry r0mAntic endiNg.

n0w i aM vEry b0rEd aNd tHe paRt 0n mY hAnd sTuNg bY tHe wAsp dUring cAmp iSh n0w vEry vEry itChy. s0mE0nE hElp mE !!! jUz hElp mE sCratCh....

i cAnt st0p thinkiNg. HmmMm.... mAybE it iS jUz fAted. hE diD wAveD t0 mE. bUt hE jUz rEfusEd t0 tAlk t0 mE. iS hE sHy 0R ???? hAix. iT is s0 hEart-bReakiNg. i aM vEry c0nfUsed. hE kn0Es aNd s0 d0 i kn0e. maYbe i sH0uld jUz f0rgEt aBt hiM aNd g0 0n witH mY liFe with0uT hiM. -_-;

cAmp iS 0vEr. bAck h0me t0 mY c0zY bEd. hAha. s0 hAppiE. 3 dAys 2 niTes. tRainiNg, eAt, plAy, sLeep. cyCliNg witH eiLeen iS jUz s0 mUch fUn. hAha. sHe vEry pr0, cAn fEtcH 2 ppLe aT a tiMe. slEEpiNg wAs vEry c0lD. c0lD till u cAn fReeze liKe iCe. fiRst niTe, wAtch vBall vidEo dEn pLay aWhile, g0 slEep lE. aGatHa br0uGht sLeepinG bAg aS blankEt aNd iN tHe eNd sHe nEva usEd. i fEel s0 bAd. i nEva uSed muCh f0r fiRst niTe 0s0. rAcHel, zZ dEn mE. miDniTe i pUll tHe blAnkEt dEn rAchEl sIt uP aNd l00k s0 fiErce. dEn i dUn dArE pull aNym0Re lE. sHe s0 sCaRy....

sEc0nD niTe m0rE fUn. hAd bArcArdi aNd sUppEr, y0U tiAo aNd tAo hUay. s0 dElici0uS~ aTe al0T dUriNg cAmp. fAt lE. hAha. sLeepiNg tHat tiMe is aGatHa, mE dEn zZ. g00d mAnx. i wAs in tHe middLe. s0 wArm. hAha. n0 nEeD t0 sNatcH blAnkeT. bUt miDniTe sAw zZ siTtiNg uP liKe vEry c0lD. s0 0ffEreD hEr s0mE bLankEt. aNd wE tHrEE eNdeD uP sLeepIng iN a tRiaNglE. hAha.

t0dAe wAs laSt dAy 0F cAmp. aFtEr tRAiniNg wAs vEry tiRed. wEnt h0mE t0 bAthe fiRst. aCtuAlly g0t g0 wAtcH m0viE aNd eAt 0ut wiTh mY fRieNds dE. mY mUm c00kEd aNd i didN't hAd en0uGh slEep, aBiT AP. s0 sTayEd aT h0mE. sLeep tiLL dinnEr tiMe. n0W vEry aWakE. dinnEr t0dAe iS niCe. aTe a wH0le fUll b0Wl 0F riCe. vEry fUll~ n0w sTill hAvEn digEst finiSh, cAn fEel tHe st0maCh bl0aTed.

tiMe flieS mAnx. t0dAe iS tHurSdAy. tMl iS fridAy. dEn sAt, sUn. sCh rEopEns 0n m0ndAy. s0 fAst. i hAvEn eNj0Y mY h0lidAys eN0ugH.

jiNqUan aNd yEnliNg's gRandmA diEd 0n tUesDay. g0d blEss tHem. hE l00k s0 sAd wHen i sAw hiM iN sCh00l. jiE Ai sHun biAn. dUn tHink s0 mUch lA. hAix~

i KillEd a fLy bEf0rE dinNeR t0dAe.....iT lAndEd 0N tHe wind0W aNd i "sMackEd" , iT diEd. fEEl sAd f0R 'tHe fLy'. bUt iT wAs irritAtiNg mE. t00 bAd~

tHis iS jUz t0 kEEp tRaCk tHat 'tHE fLy' wAs tHe fiRst 0nE i KillEd iN mY wh0lE liFe. g0D bLeSs iT. maY iT rEst iN peAcE..........

h0lidAys!! g00D. cAn rEst. bUt g0t s0mE hMwK. dUn rEalli plAn t0 d0. aNywAy dId s0mE le. hAhaHa.

0nE wEek. 4 tRaininGs. sAturDay wEnt lAte c0z i c0ulDn't wAke uP. s0 dAmn tirEd. tRaininGs witH0ut eilEEn iS s0 weiRd. s0 qUieT. rEstiNg f0r 2 dAys=> yTd aNd t0dAe. tRainiNg sTaRts tMl aGain.

tMl got vBall cAmp. tMl g0t 4IT sEnt0sA 0utiNg. wHy mUz eVerytHinG bE cRamp t0gEtHer?? i hAftA ch00sE cAmp 0r sEnt0sA. i aM sAddEr n0w. i rEalli wAnnA g0 sEnt0sA 0utiNg. c0z iT wiLL bE vEry fUn. vBall cAmp iS jUz Vball. hAix~ sAd sAd sAd. hAvE t0 g0 tRainiNg. n0 cH0iCe. nAti0nAls c0miNg. vBall cAmp. n0 pPlE t0 sEe. tHinK s0mE yEar2s didn't wAnt cAmp. tHey sH0ulD hAf sAiD n0. dEn i wUn bE liKe wAd i Am n0w. DreadinG g0inG t0 sEnt0sA~..

tHat dAy wAs hiS birTHdAy. b0uGht pResEnt f0r hiM. aGatHa hElpeD mE witH iT. 0k lAr. g0D blEss hiM.

tMl's sEnt0sA 0UtinG............i wAnnA g0...................i rEalli wAnnA g0.............................rEalli wAnnA wAnnA g0..........................................rEalli wAnnA g00oo0o0o0..............................................................................-_-;

i aM vEry sAd. i aM m0viNg t0 yiShun. aNd i hAte iT. i hAtE tHe wh0lE thinG 0f m0vinG h0usE. yisHun aNd tJc is liKe milEs awAy. wTf. i aM s0 pisSed 0ff. cAn't tHey m0vE t0 tHe eAst??. yiShuN is s0 iNc0nveniEnt. i aM g0inG t0 hAte g0inG h0mE. 0h mAn. cAn s0mE0nE hElp mE???

i aM sAd sAd Sad... i fEel liKe cRyiNg. i cRieD lAst niTe lE. f0rGet iT. wHy iS mY w0rLd cHangiNg lidDat?? i hAtE mY lifE!!! i simpLy jUz hAte eVerytHinG.

g0t baCk resUlts. L1R5=>9. bUt eNgliSh g0t C5. s0 dAmn diSgUstiNG. i sUx aT eNglisH. i bLuff eiLeen i g0t 15. sHe aNd mY aNgel wEnt t0 gEt appEal f0rm f0r mE. hAhaHa. i aM s0 t0ucHed. l0lx. nExt dAy i wAs alm0sT kiLLed bY tHem.

al0t 0f mY friEnds leAvinG tJc lE. sAd mAnx. s0mE didn't eVen b0tHer t0 c0mE t0 sCh f0R tHe wH0lE wEek. aLL r0T aT h0mE. bUt i Am sTayiNg. hAve t0 c0Me t0 sCh eVen if i Dun fEEl liKe. hAix. mY mUm wAn mE t0 g0 t0 0tHer sCh00lS tHaT aRe neArEr. bUt iN thE eNd sUrE iS i wiN dE. i t0lD hEr iF i dUn g0 t0 tHe sCh00l i liKe, i wUn sTudY wEll dE. sHe hAf n0 cH0iCE. hMmMMmm. sEri0uSly it iS rEallY vEry fAr. bUt i dUn miNd la. hAHa.

wEdneSdAY hAd frieNdlY wiTh TP. l0sT m0sT 0f iT. but nVm. wE cAn d0 bEttEr neXt tiMe. :P tHuRsDay i rEfuSed t0 g0 f0r cR0ss c0uNtrY tRaininG. i wAtChEd tHem tRain niAx. hAHa. i aM suCh a laZy bUm. fRidAe n0 tRaininG. wAtCh vidE0. dEn wEnt mAc. dEn baCk t0 sCh f0r gAmmA h0usE fuNti0n. g0t bReakdAncinG, hip-h0p. c00l manx. dEn eVerb0dY wAs dAncinG. tHe f00d wAs vEry dElici0uS, tHe beSt paRt 0f tHe wh0lE eVEnt. haHa.

sAturDay traininG. aLL yeAr 1s eXcept f0r liHui. eilEen tHe liVe rAdi0 wAs n0t tHere. cAn u bElieVe h0w qUiet tHe tRainiNg cAn bE??? iMaGinE h0w cAn wE hAvE tRainiNgs witH0uT eilEEn. wEnT sUntEc t0 eAt bAn miAn aFtEr tHat. dEn wAlk aR0uNd aNd h0mE. dinnEr aT h0mE. s0 delici0uS~. bUt i wAs aCtuAlly quiTe fUll dUrinG dinnEr. tHe f00d wAs s0 niCe tHat i cAnn0t c0ntr0l mYself. eAt tiLL bl0aTeD. l0lx.

lAtA hAftA wRitE leTTer t0 mY aNGel aNd m0rTal lE. buZy wiTh tEsts tHeSe fEw dAes. tHuRsdAy cHem SPA teSt. fRidAy eC0ns tEsT wHicH i sUrE fAil De. g0t bAck cHem tEst 0n friDay. g0t 23/24. n0t bAd. sh0Ws tHat i g0t stuDy. hAHa. sTudy hAlFwaY sLeep tHat kinD. bUt tHe tEst iS all cAlculAti0n niAx. s0 n0t vEry haRd. hAhahA.